After Bb (COMPLETE)

Episode 51

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Sid : yes baby I really miss you, more than you and I promise we will meet soon...
Sana pov : kya? Ab ye usse milne bhi jayega? Or ise kyu itni yaad aati hai us aarti ki? Kahi mai hi to in dono ke bich to nahi aa gayi? Nahi nahi... Mujhe to khud sidharth yaha laya hai or usne ye bhi bola tha ki vo bhi mujhe pyaar karta hai...
Sid : ab sana kaha se hamare bich me aa gayi?....... No no use kyu koi problem hogi humse............. I will definitely gonna meet you soon jaan...
Sana was now feeling insecure and betrayed but his next words had broken her in seconds...
Sid : obviously baby I love you...... OK OK I love you more than Sana.... (he said laughing) chalo now you eat dinner and then sleep, bye....
Sana quickly returned to kitchen as she got to know that call is going to end....
As soon as she entered kitchen, her cheeks started burning as she was trying to control her sobs after hearing sid's conversation on call...
Sana pov : haye baba ji mai kitni galat thi mujhe laga ki vo mujhe pyaar karta hai, pr shayad vo sirf ye drama kar rha hai, mujhe sympathy de rha hai Taki mai uske karan khudko harm na karu or apna career kharab na karu (sobbing 😭) ammmaaaa 😭 mere sath hi aisa kyu hota hai ye sab, jisse pyaar karti hu vahi mujhe dhoka kyu deta hai, vahi mujhe itni chot kyu pohchata hai? Agar usse mere liye koi feeling nahi hai or vo aarti ko pyaar karta hai to mujhe jhut kyu bola.... Agar sach bol deta to kya mai use kuch kehti? Shayad use laga ho ki kahi mai firse depression me na chali jau, isliye usne aisa kiya, pr fer vo itni pyaari baate kyu karta hai mujhe or jhappiya pappiya bhi kyu karta hai...
Her chain of thoughts breaks when sid calls her name...
Sid : shehnaaz... Kidhar hai tu?
She quickly wipes her tears and tries to act normal, Taki Sid ko pata na chale ki sana ne uski baate sunli hai....
Sana : h... HhHh.... Ha sidharth! Mai kitchen me hu...
Sid : abe moti kya bana rahi hai?
He asked as he entered in kitchen...
Sana pov : MOTI!! Huhhhh... Wahi to pareshani hai sabse badhi, mai moti hu us aarti jaise slim nahi hu... She smirked in her thoughts 💭
Sid : abe eh gadhi bolna kya bana rahi hai?
Sana pov : GADHI!! Right! Mai gadhi hi to hu, jab dekho ajeeb harkate karti hu jisse ye embarrassed ho jata hai, mai aarti ki tarha sulji huyi or elegant bhi nahi hu, tabhi ye use Sacha wala pyaar karta hai...
Sid shooks her shoulder as she was lost in her thoughts 💭
Sid : kya hua baby kaha khoyi hai?
Sana : hmm.. Nahi kahi nahi.. Tu bata kya bol rha tha.....
Sid : mai puch rha tha ki kya bana rahi hai? Par tu to londo ke khayalo me gum hai, meri baat sun bhi nahi rahi hai or na jawab de rahi hai...
Sana : bakwas matt kar sidharth mai kisi londe lunde ke khayalo me ni gum hu or mai daal chawal bana rahi hu...
Sid : awww my baby, (he said pulling her in a hug) aaj mera mann bhi kar rha tha daal Chawal khane ka... Chal tu bana tab tak mai mails check karlu...
He left as she nodded positively...
Sana pov : Haye kya karu mai, kuch samjh ni aa rha, ye jo abhi isne kiya vo sach hai ya phone call wali baat sach hai.. Pr phone pr jo bhi baat huyi vo Maine khud suni thi, vo jhut nahi ho sakti, nahi sidharth mai mere karan tujhe aise ni dekh sakti, agar tu sachme aarti ko pyaar karta hai to tu uske sath khush reh, mai akele ji lugi, mai tujhpe apna pyaar ni thop sakti... Ab mai khud hi teri life se dur chali jaungi, fer tujhe bhi guilt feel ni hoga... Hmmm mujhe jana hi hoga tujhse dur, warna tu khush nahi reh sakega... Dinner ke baad mai tujhse baat karugi...
She prepared dinner and in that time Sid checked mails for both of them which kaushal and mehul forwarded him... After arranging dinner on dining table Sana asked Sid to come and have it....
Both had dinner silently, sid was feeling little odd as sana never stays quiet for this long, but than he thought may be she's tired... after dinner Sid helped her in cleaning kitchen and once they were done Sana braked silence....
Sana : sidharth mujhe kuch baat karni hai tujhse...
Sid : ha to bol sun rha hu (he said casually drying his hand in kitchen towel)
Sana : aise nahi, aram se baith kar baat karni hai...
Sid : kya hua baby tu itni serious kyu sound kar rahi hai? Sab thik hai na?
Sana : hmm tu chal...
She said and moved towards couch in drawing room and sat there and gestured Sid to sit beside him and he did what she asked...
Sid : bol....
Sana : sidharth mai tere sath nahi reh sakti ab... Mujhe shehbaaz ke pas chorh de, jaise hi corona khatam hoga mai vapis punjab chali jaungi apne ghar...
Sid was shocked hearing this and as well as angry... He was unable to understand why she was thinking to go back punjab and more over she wants to leave him....
Sid : ye kya bakwas hai shehnaaz? Dekh agar to ye majak hai to bohot ganda majak hai or agar tu sachme mujhe chorh ne ka soch rahi hai to sorry ye kabhi ni hone wala kyuki mai tujhe kahi Jane ni duga....
Sana : sidharth dekh mai samajhti hu ki tujhe mere liye sympathy hai pr mai sachi keh rahi hu so lage mujhe bura ni lagega agar tu mujhse abhi alag ho jayega, kyuki abhi na Maine na apna mann mana liya hai, pr baad me aage chal kr pata ni khudko sambhal paungi ya nahi, isliye ye sab abhi khatam kar dete hai...
Sid hearing all this clenching his jaw as somewhere he guessed that ki sana Fer apne lagne pr hurt ho gayi hai....
Sid : tumhe... Kissne bola ke mai tumhare sath sirf sympathy ke karan hu?
He said clenching his jaw in anger 💢
Sana : tujhe usse kya? Mai keh rahi hu na mujhe koi problem nahi hogi agar abhi alag huye to, or Fer mai chali jaungi to tu bhi aarti ke sath nayi shuruat kar sakega, or mai promise karti hu ki tum dono ke bare me kisi ko ni bataungi or apna muh band rakhungi or apna dono ke families ko tu bol dena ki maine flip maar diya, nahi to mai hi bol dugi.....
She said in one breath without looking at sid, but pacing her hands 👐 this was it, sid was totally mad on her now, how can she even think about him and aarti?
He holded her forearm and made her stand and himself stood also...
Sid : tera dimaag hai ya kachre ke dabbe me ger kar aayi hai? Hhh.... Or ye kya aarti aarti laga rakhi hai? Aarti hamare bich kab aayi ha?
Sana : bich me to mai aayi hu, tum dono ke or tu ab ye natak matt kar mujhe pata hai ki tu aarti ko mujhse bhi jyada pyaar karta hai or tera usse milne ka bhi dil hota hai par mere karan tu usse mil bhi nahi pata...
She said in a low voice, looking down...
Sid : abe eh gadhi, mujhe ni pata tu ye sab kyu soch rahi hai, par mai tujhe bata du ki aisa kuch nahi hai, or ye jo gand apne chote se dimaag me bhara hai na use nikal kar fek de warna kisi din aise hi tere khudke lagne ke chakkar me tu hum dono ke bich jo bhi hai kharab kar degi...
Sana : mai khudke lagne pr ni bol rahi hu, maine khud suna hai tujhe aarti se bolte huye ki tu mujhse jyada use pyaar karta hai...
Sid : ohhh god! Kab suna ye tune ha?
Sana : jab tu balcony me khadha ho kar chupke se usse baat kar rha tha...