We don't have to be cure

#15-Special Chapter

"Mommy nasaan yung lipstick ko dito?!!!" I shouted while finding it to my drawer.

"Nandito na! Tara na dito!" My mom shouted back. Naupo ako sa sahig samantalang siya sa sofa. Kakatapos ko lang maligo at nakawhite dress ako. My mom started to blow dry my hair while I'm doing my light make up.

"What do you think Criza?" I show her my face.

"Fine" She shortly answer.

"What fine! Kindly elaborate it! Please!" Inis na sabi ko.

"Hindi mo na kasi kaylangan magpaganda Sanaa, kahit walang make up maganda kana sa paningin ni Mazedon!" Nurse Criza said.

Yeah she's right. How's many times Mazedon saw me without a makeup. Kahit bagong gising nakita na niya ang itsura ko. Haist.

"Kahit na, you need to prepare for this day Sweetie" My Mom said.

Bigla tuloy akong nacurious sa itsura ni Mazedon. Ganon parin kaya ang itsura niya ng huli ko siyang nakita o mas gumwapo siya? Naexcite tuloy ako.

It's been three years since he left without biding his goodbye. At first I hatred him but when I read his message for me I understand him. That's planner become my inspiration to fight everyday of my life.

"Sanaa..." Nurse Criza handed me a small volor red planner. It's look familiar to me. Yeah! This is the planner of Mazedon.

"He asked me to give it to you" She said then smiled before walked out of my room.

I open of this first page.

The things will do with Sanaa

I smiled. He want to do a lot of thing with me.

I remember the things that we did. From good to worst. I remember his face when he laughed. It's vivid in my memory.

I read everything until I reach the last page.

My tears start to fall when I read his message for me. It's his hand written.

To: Sanaa

Umm. U don't know how to start but thank you! Thank you for being my best buddy. You're my best partner! Thanks for experiencing me to do that kind of things. I admitted that I enjoy it.

I'm sorry kung hindi na ako nakapagpaalam sayo at umalis na lang ako kaagad. Biglaan den. At first I hesitate. I don't want to leave you. Inisip ko pa lang na malayo ako sayo ay hindi ko na kaya pero naisip ko na para rin sa atin ito. You need to spend more time with your mom. Ako naman magpapagaling. Gusto ko malakas ako kapag magkasama tayo. Gusto kong makausap ka for the last time but when I enter to your room I saw you with your mom. You both smiling. You both happy. Makita lang kitang masaya ay masaya na din ako. I'm corny, I know! Lol.

You said you doesn't want to be cure so I'm also doesn't want too. I will be back I promise that. Not now but soon. So please hold on, and when I already saw you again I will hugged you so tight and when I still felt this unexplaineble feeling of mine, I will never and ever leave you again, Sanaa.

From: Mazedon.   

That's was it. I hold onto it. Until now.

"Wow! Blooming natin ah!" Napalingon ako sa pinto ng may pumasok doon. It's Jex. Nandito rin siya at nakabihis din. Probably welcome his friend too. I gave him a smile.

"Done!" My mom stood up as so I did.

Tumingin ako sa salamin. Wow.

"You look beautiful just like me" My mom complain.

"Si Mazedon!!!" Kaagad akong napalingon sa pinto ng isigaw iyon ni Jex at nakaturo pa sa pinto.

"Each a prank!!" Kaagad na bumulalas ng tawa si Jex. Kaagad ko siyang sinamaan ng tingin.

"Hayop ka!!"

Kaagad siyang tumakbo palabas Kaya hinabol ko siya. Hanggang sa makarating kami ng ground floor.

Tinaas niya ang dalawang kamay niya. "Suko na ako!" He said while grinning. "A-aray!" Piningot ko siya.

"Bwiset ka!" Marahas ko siyang binitawan.

"M-mazedon?" Gulat na sabi niya at nakatingin sa likod ko. Tinarayan ko siya.

"Lolo mo si Mazedon!"

"Mazedon! Pre!" Kaagad siyang tumakbo kaya napaharap ako.

Ako naman ang naestatwa sa kinatatayuan ko. The man walk towards me. I think everything become slowmo. His wearing a black shirt that hugged his body, with his faded jeans and white Nike shoes. His hair is dishielved from a side. God. He so good to be true.

Hindi ko namalayan na nasa harap ko na pala siya, kaya napaurong ako ng bahagya. Ang bango niya.

He tilted his head to a side. "Aren't you say anything?" His sexy baritone voice give signal to my whole body that's why my heart starting to beat fast.

"W-welcome back" Iyon lang ang lumabas sa bibig ko. Idiot Sanaa! Ang dami mong pinractice kagabi tapos welcome back lang sasabihin mo?

"And?..." He look at me from head to toe. Then smirked. Bigla tuloy akong nakaramdam ng hiya.

"And what?....." I asked and show a smile. "Do I looked good with---" I stopped when he pulled me close to him and hugged me so tight. I hugged him back.

I can hear his heart beating so fast same as mine.

"It's still the same.....I will never leave you again, Sanaa" He whispered in my ear.

The End