Y/N please don't do this... Kokichi x Suicidal Reader

❦𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥 ℍ𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕖𝕟𝕖𝕕?❦

⚠️TW⚠️
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Y/N's POV
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Kokichi kneels down and hugs me.
"I'm sorry.. for being so weak..." I mumble quietly.
"No, Y/N you're not!" He places his chin on my head.
Kokichi then decides to stand up and help me up.
I still ball my eyes out even standing up.
"I guess we should take our leave now." Maki sighs.
"But-" Tenko says,
"I-I think it's for the better. We-We'll just keep be-being sad if w-we stay here." I stutter.
We all make our way into the elevator except for Shuichi, Kaito, Kokichi and I. Well Kokichi and I hide because it looks like Kaito and Shuichi are possibly going to have a moment.
Somehow nobody sees that we hid.
"You guys can go without me. I wanna have a final moment with... Kaede." Shuichi starts to sob again more.
I cover my mouth while crying.
(I'm going to make up Shuichi and Kaitos conversation since I forgot it-)
*everyone leaves*
"Shuichi, stop crying. She murdered someone, her execution was probably going to happen from the moment she dropped that ball from the vent." Kaito says.
Shuichi looks at him still crying.
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Kokichi POV
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I see Kaito about to push Shuichi until—
Y/N goes infront of Shuichi and Y/N gets punched in the face.
Her jacket flies off leaving her bandages to be seen. She lands ontop of Shuichi.
"Y/N IM SO SORRY!" Kaito shouts.
I come out of hiding and take knocked out Y/N off Shuichi.
"N/N~CHAN!" I scream.
Kaito runs over to Y/N and takes off the bandages on one of her arms without me noticing.
"Kokichi... what the hell happened to her..?" He quietly worries.
"What the fuck is wrong with you..?" I whisper.
"What..?" Kaito says shocked.
"IT'S NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUISNESS KAITO! IM LEAVING WITH N/N~CHAN AND YOU BETTER NOT FOLLOW ME." I yell at him running away.
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Y/N POV
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I awake next to Kokichi sleeping.
"Wake up..." I weakly say.
I shake Kokichi. He's still asleep.
I sit ontop of Kokichi's stomach and rub my hands together and pretend to electrify him.
"BZZZZ" I shout.
Kokichi sits up laughing.
"You look like a sleepy child trying to wake up it's parents!" He laughs.
I put my head on his shoulder.
"My face hurts." I mumble.
"Just try to sleep for the time being then." He whispers to me as he plays with my hair.
I nod to him and close my eyes and try to sleep on his shoulder.
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Kokichi's POV
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She looks so cute while she sleeps.
*KNOCK KNOCK*
I slowly lay Y/N on the bed while I go to see who is at the door.
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I open the door to see Shuichi with a worried look.
"Y/N!- Oh Kokichi it's you." He stares at me.
"Woww you're so mean! So disappointed to see me?" I whine.
"I- No! S-Sorry I was just expecting Y/N to answer!"
He panicks.
I cover his mouth with my hand.
"Quiet. Y/N's sleeping, we can talk outside." I whisper.
I shut the door.
"So what do you want?"
"I wanted to tell you that Kaito says he's really sorry about knocking out Y/N." Shuichi does the sorry motion they do in animes. (Yall know what i mean right?)
I pat Shuichi's head.
"I'll be sure to tell N/N~Chan that too!" I smile.
"I also have a question." Shuichi states.
I lookk at him with confusion.
"How do you know her so well?" He asks, "Also why is there cu—"
I grab him by the neck and pin him against the wall, not choking him but tight enought to keep him against the wall.
"KEEP YOUR DIRTY NOSE OUT OF OUR BUISNESS. IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU." I scream at him.
I push him away and walk right back into the dorm.
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Shuichi's POV
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I hold my neck as I looked shocked.
'I probably shouldn't of asked that. It seems pretty serious to him so I should tell Kaito to never ask or tell anyone about what happened.' I think to myself.
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NEXT DAY BACK TO Y/N'S POV
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I awake next to Kokichi sleeping like a child.
"Wake upppp!" I shout.
He jumps up.
"Morning N/N~Channn!" He smiles.
I hug him.
"Thank you for taking care of me Kokichi... I could never do anything without you!" I smile back.
He pats my head.
"Awww you love me sooo much!" He jokes.
"Im hungry now can we go?" I pout.
"Hey hey missy! You slept in the clothes from yesterday and you haven't brushed your hair, brushed your teeth and haven't showered! Now go to your dorm!" He commands.
I pout and go to my dorm.
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I come back to Kokichi and see him outside of his dorm.
"N/N~Chan— why are you wearing a bear hoodie with bear gloves and a skirt? What about the bandages on your legs?" He stares.
"Oh well I felt like my jacket was getting dirty, for some reason I had multiple designs of jackets and hoodies so I decided to wear this. Also your pants were a bit to small/big for me so I wanred to wear a skirt. I'll get say the bandages are for show, even if Kaito and Shuichi know..." I start to tear up.
Kokichi hugs me.
"No need to cry N/N~Chan... It's not your fault." He comforts me.
(Your fault? Oooo lets see what that means in a future episode or this one..? Hmm let's see :>)
"Let's just go..."
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We arrive in the cafeteria when everyone started to surround me.
I got backed into a corner and curled into a ball with people asking me:
"Is it true that you cut? Atua is very disappointed in you."
"To be gentleman I help you with problem!"
"What degenerate male did this to you?"
"I will fix your wounds with magicc!"
And more.
I started to panic. I couldn't breathe. Tears made me feel blind.
"K.. Kok.. i.. chi.. help..." I tried to say.
I say a purple figure push more figures aside. I felt them hug me...
It was Kokichi.
He repeatedly whispered, "Calm down little bear I'm here."
I slowly started to feel calmer.
Kokichi helped me up and held me in his arms.
"Guys, I'm really disappointed in you... Kaito and Shuichi, I'll never forgive you for this. All we wanted was to get food then leave." Kokichi sighed.
We left cafeteria.
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We arrived inside of Kokichi's dorm.
"Kokichi I'm sorry." I mumble.
He hugs me tightly.
"No Y/N you don't have to be sorry, everyone was asking you triggering things."
Tears dropped slowly then all at once.
"I'm just over dramatic. I seem like an attention seeker..." I sob.
Kokichi pins me down on the bed.
"No stop N/N~Chan it hurts me to see you hurt! Please be happy for me! And... don't fake it..." he starts crying.
I hug him then he falls on the other side of me.
I start to cuddle him and cry.
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Minutes later.
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"Kokichi I-I wanna have alone time in my own room please?"
"Alright, you don't have to ask, just say you wanna go." He smiles.
I take my leave to my room.
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I lock myself in my room and grab my knife.
I pull my sleeve down and rip the bandages off.
I start slicing my arm.
I do the same to my other arm.
I start crying uncontrollably and slitting my arms more and more.
"Im sorry everyone I'm sorry. It hurts." I repeat multiple times while crying and curling in a ball holding my hair.
I end up falling asleep.
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I wake up with my arms bandaged and Kokichi kneeling infront of me.
"Y/N..." he whines.
"Stop." I mumble.
"What..?" Kokichi looks at me.
"I SAID STOP FUCKING HELPING ME." I scream at him running out crying.
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I arrive at the dining hall and take a knife.
I run out.
Someone grabs my arm.
I look behind me and its Shuichi.
"Let go of me." I command.
"Y/N please stop we can talk this out I-"
I accidentally stab his wrist trying to get him off my arm.
He screams loudly.
I try to help him but people start arriving so I run.
I end up finding my lab.
I open it and I lock it.
My labs full of knives, ropes, etc.
I sit in a corner crying and stabbing parts of myself.
"Y/N you hurt your friend, you must hurt yourself." I repeat quietly.
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Shuichi's POV
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I see Y/N in a shock running away terrified. The look on her eyes... it was... full of despair?
I loose my thought when People start to arrive around me. One including Kokichi.
"K-Kokichi what the hell happened?" I ask
"I- cant say... just tell me where she went!" He panicked.
"Forward, probably headed for her lab." I replied.
"I need to go after her!" I say.
"No, your wrist is hurt stay here, some help him! Don't worry I'll get Y/N back unharmed."
Kokichi started to sweat alot.

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