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Jungkook's POV:

"You do matter. But it's just that my career, my passion also matters."

I pushed you away. Slowly but painfully. You waited for me, all along. You didn't give up on us until the end, no matter how many excuses I made. You and I were never meant to meet, Lisa. You were too good for me. You didn't deserve me.

My life's getting complicated each second and it's hard to catch a breath. Concerts, performances, tight schedule. Fck them all. They took me away from you. They are the only distraction I've got to bring myself back but I let them go.

I need to stay alive. I need to move on. For my fans.

That's what you would say. Why do you make things seem easy? It's getting hard for me to even breathe. My love for you keeps increasing each day. I wake up everyday in the hope of meeting you, hugging you to feel your warmth.

But then I realise I'm all alone in this cruel world after I left you. My hyungs? I ran away. I ran away from them. I'm guilty; I know I am. But what do I do? Running away was the only thing that seemed right to this jerk. I quit, Lisa. I gave up on my career and passion. For you.

"𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐬𝐚𝐝."

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