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Jungkook's POV:

"I don't feel the spark anymore, Lisa..."

I wanna curse myself. I wanna curse every inch of me but I know you wouldn't want it. I heard hyungs are still searching for me. They don't know the truth, Lisa. They themselves would've kicked me out if they knew I broke up with you. More like, I broke you.

I don't deserve the world. Even this cruel world is less for what I've done. The only thing I deserve is hell. It wouldn't matter if I broke up with a girl. They would think I'm being dramatic. But do they know how much you're worth? How much you've done for me? How you were there for me when I, myself, didn't know who I was? They would never know.

They only value the outer face. They don't value the qualities of a person. And if you look into me, the only emotion dominating me is guilt.

I'm guilty because I didn't know you were ill. I'm guilty because I wasn't ready to listen to you even if you tried to tell me the truth. I'm guilty because I couldn't protect you.

"𝐒𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐨 𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝."

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