In The Murky Depths Of My Tortured Soul

Here with nothing

There came a time
When I told myself never to believe in love.
I shed a million tears
Because I lost all i had.
I lost all that i specially groomed my heart for.
I lost the love I'd always wanted.
Now I'm here with nothing
But memories.
Painful memories.
Painful memories of everything that happened.
Painful memories of how I never really fought
When the need arose.
Painful memories of the last time I never saw his face
When he wanted me to
And no hope.
No hope of finding someone like him
No hope of being able to love again.