Chapter 11

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3 months past and I'm about ready to pop!

I've been in contact with Fp but still haven't told him about what I plan to do...well that is until now.

"What the hell is this? " Fp walks into the kitchen holding up papers.

"Well I think you can read!"

"Well why do you have these!?"

"Because Fp were not together and probably never will be again and we have a baby that's about to be here any second!"

"You can't just do that Alice!"

"And why can't I?"

"Cause I'll fight it and try for full." He looks me in the eyes.

"You wouldn't do that to me!" I start tearing up.

"And I thought you would do this to me!" He holds up the papers again.

"You just like to find every way to ruin my life huh!!!" I snap.

"Late time I check I gave you a blessing that's growing inside you right now."

"Ugh! Just shut up! I'm so tired of you having to see you and talk to you all the time it frustrates me so much!" I put my hand on My head.

He walks closer to me " and why is that?" He asked in a low tone...walking so close the only difference between use is the one my baby belly is making.

"W-wh-...Fp" I finally let out in a whisper and it's to late he leans in and kisses me...I push him back.

"What are you doing.?"

"I see the way you look at me alice and I hate what I did I hate arguing with you.." He kisses me again and I don't push back he just feels like home.

That is until I feel a liquid running down my leg

I pull back a little.

"Fp " I breath out.

"Don't fight it alice."

"It's not that! My water just broke!" I start crying and Fp starts panicking and runs somewhere coming back with a bag.

"Can you walk?"

"Shut up!" I say waddling my way to the door.

Once Fp helps me in the car he's already in the driver seat.(you may think that doesn't make sense I'm just being democratic saying he was moving really fast)

"AHHH!" gosh here they come.

"Ok Alice just breath!"

"SHUT UP YOU DID THIS TO ME! Ahh! Shit" I breath out.

I don't have another contraction until I'm in the hospital.

"Ughhhh!"

"It's ok Alice your ok."

"Says the one who doesn't have to do this!"

"There's a woman in labor over here!!" Fp yelled and 3 nurses come running over.

"Ok let's take you to the baby Ward."(sorry if that's not what it's called)

They sit me in a wheelchair....once I'm in the room they tell me that I'm only 1 cm dilated.

"Oh my gosh this is going to take forever!" I cry.

"Alice your gonna be ok once it's over just think we'll have a daughter." He smiles

"I'm sorry Fp....it was wrong of me to ask for custody without discussing it with you."

"Alice I get where your coming from....I did something terrible and you hate me for it, hell I hate myself more than I think you hate me."

"Why?" I ask looking into your eyes.

"Why what?" He asked confused.

"Why'd you do it? We were doing great, we never fought, we would always laugh and talk let's not forget about the sex...." we both laugh a little.

"Old habits die hard.....I guess I just got scared that one day you would just pick up and leave, you know? I had to have a backup plan cause if I didn't I would have gone into a deep depression, which I almost did anyways that's how much I love you...but I never slept with her. She wanted me to leave you so we could hook up...I would just go and hang out so if we did break up I would have someone to go to and love me, but once you found out I realized how much I fucked up. I realized how much I need you in my life, how are relationships was something quite special."

We both have tears in our eyes I grab his had.

"Why didn't you just talk to me about your concerns?"

"Honestly, I don't know!" He wips the tears coming from his eyes.

"How do I know that your not lying...?"

"Alice after what happened I will never ever ever lie to you again, cause I know how one lie can fuck up your whole life."

"I hate you!..." he looks at me confused.

"I hate how much I love you...I hate that you make me feel this way...I hate you because every time you talk you make me love you even more." I cry.

"I just wish I could hate you as much as I love you." I whisper.

"I love you to...way more then you know." He puts his hand on my check.

I start having a contraction right when I was about to say something.

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They come back an hour later and they told us that I'm only 3 cm dilated and it's gonna be a while.

"Ugh..this is gonna take way to long." I sign.

"What were you going to say before? I seen that you were about to talk but seems like our girl in there had different plans." He laughs a little.

I look at him and think about our baby and how disappointed she may be because her parents weren't together.

"I wanna give us another try." I look in his eyes and he jumps up.

"Really!!!!?" He smiles.

"Really...but I wanna take this slow, not like the first time when the first thing we did was sleep together, I want to raise our baby as a family I want her parents to be together. I want you to be honest with me at all times no matter what it is."

"I love you so much!" He kisses me.

Ok so that's not what I was originally going to tell him but I had a change of heart...what I really was going to say is that I will never be able to forgive for what he did which is still true but, this is a start.

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