SORRY, I LIED

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Kylo Rios

12-25-2018

12:37 AM

Lauvien:

Ky, I'm sorry.

I'm really really sorry

I didn't want this to happen, Ky.

I didn't want to hurt you

Hurting you was never my intention

I'm sorry

Kylo:

I waited for you all to tell me the truth

But you didn't.

Lauvien:

Ky, I'm really sorry 😭

Kylo:

You all... you made feel so pathetic.

You made me feel like I was too damaged.

You assumed that I wouldn't be able to accept the truth.

Ganoon ba talaga kababaw ang tingin niyo sa 'kin?

Lauvien:

We all thought that it was for your sake

I swear, Ky. That was all we thought about. Not that I'm defending us

Kahit pagbaliktarin ang mundo, mali pa rin kami. We know that.

Your safety was just our priority

Kylo:

Yeah, I tried to understand that, too.

I was Kylo, and you were Catherina. Sa tuwing nag-uusap tayo, lagi kong nararamdaman na merong kakaiba.

It felt like I was talking to a different person.

I wasn't sure back then, but as time went on, alam kong hindi na siya ang kinakausap ko. It just felt different. It was obvious.

Alam kong hindi na si Cath 'yung kinakausap ko... pero sumakay na lang ako sa plano niyo.

Kahit na hindi ko pa alam na wala na pala siya.

I understood that you all wouldn't plot that if it wasn't for my sake. I knew you did that because you were considering my safety.

But how about my feelings? You never considered them.

Nakalimutan niyo atang tao lang din ako.

Lauvien:

I'm sorry

We're all sorry

Kylo:

I couldn't confront my family about what I knew, either. I was ready to accept everything. Pero sila... kayo. You were the ones who weren't ready.