SORRY, I LIED

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Kylo Rios

1-20-2019

3:46 PM

Lauvien:

Hi. Musta ka na? 🙂

By the way, it's Shanaia's birthday on Tuesday. She's inviting you. Dinner lang daw sa labas and then sa Odyssey na after. Depende naman sa 'yo if you still want to tag along or not.

4:12 PM

Kylo:

I probably won't go

I'll just send her a message.

Lauvien:

Sige.

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4:28 PM

Lauvien:

But why, though?

Are you also mad at Shanaia and Evelyn?

If yes, please don't be.

Kylo:

I'm not.

Lauvien:

'Wag sila, okay? Please. They didn't do anything wrong

Sa akin ka na lang magalit.

Kylo:

Is that what you really want?

Lauvien:

Ha?

Alin?

Kylo:

Nevermind.

Lauvien:

Okay

Pero you haven't answered my question yet

Kylo:

What?

Lauvien:

Musta ka na?

Kylo:

I can guarantee you won't like my answer

Lauvien:

Oh.

But I really hope you're okay.

I know na ang kapal ng mukha ko para sabihing sana okay ka lang when you're obviously not okay with talking to me

I'm sorry.

Kylo:

Stop saying sorry

It's futile. It won't change anything.

Lauvien:

But maybe I'll forever say sorry in hopes that it'll change something

Kylo:

You said you weren't going to ask for forgiveness.

Lauvien:

I know.

Kasi sabi ko ang kapal ng mukha ko para gawin 'yon.

I guess it's true, then 😅

I realized that I can't spend the rest of my life being eaten alive by my conscience. I sound selfish, but someone told me to try being selfish sometimes, too.

Hindi raw na dapat ako na lang lagi 'yung bumibigay.

Kylo:

You know how I feel, Lauvien.

Lauvien:

Alam ko.

Alam ko na galit ka pa rin sa 'kin and that won't easily change.

Kylo:

You were already selfish back then.

When you deprived me of the truth, wasn't that being selfish?

Lauvien:

I don't want to defend myself regarding that matter. Not now.

But you see, I'll keep trying, Ky.

Someday, maybe we can finally talk.

Kylo:

Who knows when will that be?

Or if it's even gonna happen at all.

Lauvien:

Someday.

I just feel like you're going to give me that chance.

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