Lost

You're worried?

They stayed in bed for the next two days. As per everyone's request. They really didn't get a choice the being nice was so frustrating at the same time as sweet. 

It was around 10 at night when they finally woke up again. They sighed, they needed to fight something or at least just stretch. Eret checks every hour, they glanced at the clock which read 10:13. If they could just grab like a weapon and kill a couple of mobs and be back before 11 nobody would have noticed a thing! They got up out of bed, they grabbed some spare bandages just in case. You never know.

Silent they slipped out of the medbay. Now the hard part, avoiding everyone and grabbing a weapon. Niki was normally asleep or in her house by this time. Tommy and Tubbo could be anywhere. Wiber is normally planning for the war. Eret is doing whatever he does, and Fundy was normally in his house. The main three they had to look out for is Tommy, Tubbo and Eret. They doubted anyone would be thrilled to see them getting themselves hurt. 

There was nobody around the medbay and they silently thanked god. They ran, heading straight for the weapons room. They had been given a tour earlier by Tubbo and Tommy. They huffed in relief when they made it to the room. 

Smiling they grabbed a diamond sword and swung it around. They cringed and put it back replacing it with an axe. They grabbed a chest plate and pants. The helmet might hurt their head, they were still recovering after all. Boots were way to loud if your whole intention is to be silent. They took the gear and hurried out shutting the door as quiet as possible. They smiled widely before running into the dark woods.

They had grabbed a torch and held it in their right hand, in their left was a diamond axe. It was dark in the forest they could barely see 10 feet in front of them. It was amazing. The adrenaline running through your veins at the thought that someone could hop out of no where and kill you! They smiled hearing the sound of a zombie. They were so ready to finally fight something.

Off to the right a zombie came into view being overly loud. They straighten and smirked looking at the zombie. Its flesh was rotting off its face with its torn shirt. They set down the torch before running up to the zombie. In one clean hit the zombies head hit the floor with a thump. 

"That was amazing!" They sounded so excited to finally be out of bed. They gripped the axe and ran sweeping the torch into their before running off. 

It was 2 hours until they came back to L'manberg, did they mean to spend so long out killing mobs. Nope, but they did get a butch of arrows and bones. They slowly approached expecting everyone to be asleep. They knew Eret had realized by now but what would he care? They just randomly showed up none of them truly cared. 

Their eyes widen at what they saw. Niki was freaking out along with Tubbo. Eret, Wilbur, and Fundy were no where to be seen. Tommy wasn't far from the forest. They were on the other side of where the white haired teen was. "What happened?" They muttered. Did they get attacked by Dream in the night or something? They silently waked behind Tommy. Tubbo and Niki were looking on the other sides of the forest. They timidly tapped Tommys shoulder.

He flipped around, they could see he was scared and nervous. His eyes widen seeing the missing teen, he dropped his sword and hugged them. They blinked...What? They pushed him off them. "What's going on? Did Dream attack?!" They whisper shouted. Tommy looked at them like they were insane.

"You disappeared! We thought you left! Or or you died!" They blinked. "Huh?" They were doing all this for someone they barely met half a week ago? "Why??" They asked confused. 

"You can't just disappear in the middle o the night without telling anyone!" He shouted at them. 

"Why? Why do you care?" They asked looking at the tall blond. They didn't get it even if they died they'd just respond so why does it matter if they died or not. Tommy looked at them like they asked the most stupid question.

"Have you...never had someone care about you?" He muttered in a low voice. They shrugged.  

"....I can go get everyone else..sorry I guess" They didn't realize they would have caused this. They should have just asked. They seemed to have that problem alot.

Tommy hugged them. This time it was different, not a good different. They hated it. Their breath quicken and felt like they were going to start shaking. They shoved him off roughly before nearl collapsing. What was happening? They couldn't focus on anything. They think Tommy was trying to talk to them, but they didn't understand his words. They wrapped their hands around themselves.

It was about 5 minutes before they were fine and breathing ok. Why did they reach like that? It was just a hug...right? Did they have some kind of social anxiety disorder? They grabbed their axe and torch before heading off with Tommy. The pair agreed to find the older three males. Neither spoke after what happened.

It took about 10 minutes but they found the other three. Wilbur heavily questioned them about what happened. They explained they were just killing some mobs, they had a bag of loot which they gave to Wilbur. Eret told them to just ask next time and to never sneak off alone otherwise you could get severely hurt. They hated being treated like a ignorant child. 

Now they sit in bed just reading some fantasy book about Demi gods that Niki had gave them. They glanced up at the sound of the door opening. It was Wilbur he was wearing casual clothing, a beanie and a yellow sweater. He leaned up against the door. They out a book make in the book and set it on the nightstand before looking up to the tall 23 year old. 

"Were having a meeting with Dream to ask him about you." They nodded. 

"If Dream had you on his side before, you'll have to choose whether you want to stay here or join his side." In full honesty, they didn't care about the war. At all. So the idea of choosing a side was less appealing than a cooked cockroach. 

"Yeah whatever." they deadpanned. They really could care less. 

He sighed and walked back out. And so they were left with their thoughts and questions yet again.