POV Meredith
"The baby isn't breathing!" Doctor Montgomery just delivered a baby and was in a hurry, because the little boy needs some oxygen.
"Grey, can you close the mother while I try to safe the baby?"
I was in a shock. The mother was loosing a lot of blood and her newborn wasn't breathing. What a bad start. What if one of them won't get through it. He could be alone and grow up without his biological mother or she could be hurt because of loosing her son.
"MEREDITH GREY" Doctor Montgomery was screaming at me.
I looked at her wide eyed.
" I I am sorry doctor Montgomery. What did you say?"
"Nothing. I was saying nothing to you.
Leave my OR. NOW!"
She was angry. Everybody can see. She was angry because of me. And maybe one or both of the patients will die. Because I couldn't do my job.
It is my job to do what doctor Montgomery said.
And I didn't.
I was looking for Cristina to tell her about what happened.
And I found her in the cafeteria.
"Hai Me-edith
Wha-s up?"
She was eating burger when she was speaking so her mouth was full and I would have laughed if I weren't in a bad mood.
But I was. Because of Doctor Montgomery.
Actual it wasn't her fault, but mine.
So I have to be the one why I'm in a bad mood.
Cristina was still looking at me asking.
"I uhm I just got kicked out of the OR by the McDreamy's wife"
"Why? Couldn't she see you any longer because you slept with her husband? Or because she's McBitch?"
"No. No, it was my fault. The baby wasn't breathing and the mother bleeding and she asked me to help her but I was shocked and didn't react so she told me to leave."
"Oh Meredith."
"It's ok, I can live with that."
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It was late at night but I was still sitting on my couch at home. In front of an empty bottle of tequila.
"What have I done?"
I thought about today in the OR.
It wasn't my first time in an OR so actual I had to know what to do and a critical situation should not have get me into this shit.
I heard a knocking on the door. But I was kinda drunk and tired so I didn't open the door.
Instead I started to cry.
"Why does everyone else have their lives under control, but I don't.
I guess my mom's right. I'm not ordinary.
Only one person is ordinary and that's Addison freaking Adrienne Forbes Montgomery.
She's strong, beautiful and she definitely knows what she's doing.
And she's bossy. That's hot. I wonder if she's bossy in bedroom, too?"
The tears flowed down my face.
"Why am I thinking like that."
There was a knocking on the door again. But this time it was a way louder and I heard someone shouting my name.
"Meredith! I know you're inside there and you're still awake because the lights are on.
Please open the door!"
I couldn't recognize the voice. Maybe it was Derek? I haven't seen him all day long.
So I decided to stand up.
But I had to take a moment to feel good enough to walk.
I opened the door and I saw -
"Addison? What are you doing here?"
"Hi, ahm -
I wanted to check if you're ok
because I felt bad about kicking you out of my OR.
And I'm happy that I did.
Not the kicking out of course,
I'm speaking about the checking if you're ok. Because you look really - bad."
I swiped my tears away and tried to smile.
"Thank you for checking in.
I just drank a bottle of Tequila. Alone.
Oh ahm do you want to come in?"
"Sure, thanks."
She enters my house and I followed her inside.
It was a little bit awkward, because she's my boss.
"Ok I feel responsible for this all so. Have you already eat something?"
I shook my head to deny.
"Ok than sit down and I'm gonna cook something for you."
She said bossy.
And I did what she told me.
It was even more awkward to see her cooking in my house, in my kitchen. The women who's married to Derek. My kind of boyfriend or ex-boyfriend. I don't know.
I watched her while she was cooking. And I noticed her clothing, it looks all nice and very much like Addison.
But she could wear anything and it would look perfect.
"You're beautiful. I bet even without any clothes you still look amazing and breathtakingly."
"You're drunk."
She chuckles.
"I know.
But I would say that again, if I'm sober and I if I dare to."
"You're serious?"
"Of course I am"
I was.
"I bet you'll look breathtakingly when you're naked and all wet.
For me.."
She said in a lower voice and smirked at me.
My heart was pounding and I was blushing. I must've looked like a tomato.
"Wow wow wow wow! Wait what?
All wet?
For you?
How would you know? I've never said that the naked thing about you is about sex!
I'm not gay!"
"Ouh and why do you get nervous when I de this?"
She came closer and closer to me.
I was still sitting on the chair and now she was leaning down right in front me.
Her mouth was close to my ear. Very close.
"I can see those Goosebumps all over your neck."
She husks in a lower voice.
I could feel the sexual tension between us when her mouth touches my neck.
She was sucking at my neck and I was really feeling it.
I couldn't suppress a moan.
It felt so good and she really knows what she's doing.
"I knew you like it."
"Ouh shut up and don't stop.
I need to get laid"
It was long ago since I had sex and I really needed it.
She sat down on my leg and crosses her arms behind my head.
"I think we can arrange that."
And with that her lips were on mine.
She doesn't start slowly, she gets straight (or gay haha) to the point and
puts her tongue on my bottom lip to ask to come in
I parted my lips and let her tongue slide in.
It felt so good
"Oh ok maybe I'm a little bit gay."
"I'm very happy about that"
"May I see?"
"See what?"
"If you'll look amazing when you're naked."
"Since when are you the the top?"
She laughs.
"But yes, you're allowed to undress me. Unless I am allowed to take off all your clothes."
"You are, Doctor Montgomery"
I began by opening the blouse.
And for the first time I saw her boobs.
"Wow You're boobs look soo amazing I could stare at them my whole life."
I was really turned on by them.
"Ah that sounds nice but I bet if you're touching them, we both would appreciate that more."
Addison flirts.
I asked her if I'm allowed to touch them but first she wants to see mine so she takes off my sweater.
"Your boobs are gorgeous" she said while she starts touching them.
I loved her hands all over my body.
Especially when she was stroking my inner parts of my legs.
And she was right.
I was all wet for her.
