There's Never a Day I Haven't Loved you ( History 3 : Trapped)

Episode 27

Hey I am gonna rant about sth real quick.

You know I have never really cried about sth or let my feelings or anger out until today when the email from my teacher came today that I am failing my Marketing class.My dad begun lecturing me about being a shame to him and all of things . Then that's when I had a breakdown like I have never cried in front of him and so long until I start sniffing You know the silent cry where you are slowly done with everything and you are breaking down you feel worthless yeah that one I just don't know what is wrong with me , I was fine last year what happened to me this year like what did i do wrong or what am I not doingb Like I have so much on my shoulders and I don't know where all of that came from .Am I sad , am I happy I dont know someone tell me, I can't differentiate emotions anymore I think I am bipolar cause one time I am happy and a that then the next thing I am sad tired done and I want to cry You know one day we were filling up a physical form and it asked about all this mental issues and my mom said I am depressed,  like how, I am happy all the time at least that is what I try to think,You know my dad today asked me what is like how do I say it he asked what Is going on with me and giving me the hard time, I couldn't find the words to Express myself that I said I don't know nothing. That is one thing I hate about my personality I tend to keep the things I  struggle with to myself. The lack of communication I have ..I just don't know anymore.

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" Is that everything " Shao Fei asked as he put the foods at the boot of the car

" Yes " Xue Fei replied while carrying the dog of the ground " i asked Uncle Andy to put some clothes for Kai in there too "

" awww , you are a kind boy " Shao Fei ruffled his hair

" Just like you " Xue Fei scrunched his nose

" Get in the car " Shao Fei

" you actually came " Kai who was sitting on the hospital bed

" Yeah we have food too " Shao Fei raising the bags

' we ? " Kai asked with a confused face

Just on cue a giggling Xue Fei came in with the dog .

" i have taken him out for the toilet " Xue Fei informed his dad " oh hi Kai , how are you , is it paining , did they give you food and snacks , are they good to you , do i need to fight somebody " he asked Kai without breathing

" hey i am okay and besides you can't fight someone " Kai chuckled

" can i give you a hug " Xue Fei asked placing Gift down

" why ?" Kai

" whenever i am sick , i always get hugs from my dad " Xue Fei hugging Kai

" well before you get in to a hugging session you need to eat first " Shao Fei setting the table

" and what about my story will i get it " Kai

" while eating maybe yes " Shao Fei

" oh what story are telling each other story , i'll go i'll go " Xue Fei says with excitement in his voice

" what is it " Shao Fei

" i am texting this person at instagram and he is so sweet" Xue Fei got caught off by Shao Fei

" You are what !!!" Shao Fei

" don't get mad , i swear he is a nice person and i am careful around the internet " Xue Fei took Kai's arm and hide his face under it

" Okay continue" Kai

" really " Xue Fei asked

" yeah continue " Shao Fei sat down