The Shumdario story

7. Answer?

Harry arrived to the set and tried to control his tears, when he was about to enter to the makeup room someone called his name, he couldn't deal with Matt right now but he turned around anyway when he saw dom, he tried to wipe out his tears quickly but dom grabbed his hands and said "Harry? What's wrong? Are you okay?" Harry collected all the strength he had and smiled "yes yes of course! I just got some bug into my eye"
Dom looked at him "in both of them?" He said, Harry just looked aside and snuffed, "would you like to talk about it?" Dom asked, Harry looked up at him "really?" Dom smiled "of course! You're my friend and you're hurting i do what I can, plus I was told that I am a good listener" he winked at him, Harry laughed and they both walked to the garden area of the set and sat down on the ground.
D: "so what's up?"
H: "emm.. it's a little wired but I will try it anyway, all my life I lived as a straight man, and then I met this guy, I didn't know how it happened and we kissed... a great kiss... anyway I'm so confused right now, what am i? I can't be straight and kiss guys and I can't be gay and like women..."
D: "so maybe a bisexual is more you?"
Harry looked at Dom and start laughing so hard, he didn't believe it, all this time he was playing a bisexual character and when he was in a conflict bisexual possibility didn't even crossed his mind, he noticed the confusion on dom's face and he explained to him why he find it so funny
D: "that's funny, I guess you should have come to me sooner.." he winked
H: "definitely! Haha, i do still have a lot to understand but the definition of me being a bisexual man is a lot better than before, and you helped so much! Probably for me it would take another week or something haha"
D: "haha glad I can help, I don't like to see my friends crying so please come to me any time and i do everything in my power to help" he reached his hand and grabbed Harry's hand and smiled, Harry hold dom's hand and squeeze it a little, in a thank you gesture and his eyes filled with tears again, but happy tears this time, he can't believe that someone cares so much about him, the tears was falling through his checks and dom reached his other hand to wipe them off "now stop crying!" He said with a giggle, Harry laughed and smiled when he saw behind dom that Matt were standing there, looking at them, he backed up a little and said to dom "so can we go in right now? I have like 4 hours of makeup in front of me" Harry said standing up, dom laughed and got up too, they walked towards Matt and he asked Harry if they can talk, Harry nodded and dom hugged him said hello to Matt and got inside.
M: "so you guys are a thing now?"
H: "are you kidding me?" He couldn't resist laugh a little "no, he saw me crying and asked if we can talk, what do you think I am?"
M: "you were crying?" He asked with hurting face
H: SHIT. "Don't worry about it, I'm fine, actually I'm more than fine, dom helped me realize that I'm maybe bisexual, and it makes me a little more comfortable with myself, and now I can explore my sexuality and be proud of it, I'm fine really, I'm not even mad at you anymore, I get it, you want to live your life in a way that works for you, and that's ok, now I can do the same thing" he said offering Matt a smile
M: "so that's it? You're going to give up on us? Without even trying?"
H: "I didn't give up on us... you did. I can't be your secret I'm sorry, even when I thought I was straight and even when I grow up as an Asian man I was very proud of myself... I can't be with someone who ashamed of me, or himself..."
They just stand there, in silence
M: "so... will you be with someone else...? A man?"
H: "emm.. I don't think that is any of your business... but to answer your question, yes, I think so, I need to find out what I am"
M: "ohh okay... I hope you find out..."
H: "thanks... should we go in? Our scene is in an hour..."
M: "yes, of course"
They walked in together, each one of them felt the pain in their hearts, Harry got into his makeup trailer, and Matt to his, not even looking at each other.

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Hey :) sorry for the difficult chapter again! But the next one would be perfect!!!!
See you next chapter :) ❤️