Pieces of Poetry: Book 1 (Completed)

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For F... My word for what I felt for you before is infatuation but thanks that now I finally managed to move on. This is for you... And since this is where my crave for poetry started, I sincerely thank you.

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"Borrowed Pain"

Since the first day we met,

All I feel was completely nothing.

But when I know you more, I bet,

My heart definitely starts beating.

The way you locked a look at me,

The way you planted a sweet smile,

It seems like it's always forever,

You added memories that I'll treasure.

This feeling is always unreasonable,

Yet every day is unforgettable.

Hope that I wouldn't be in trouble,

Since it's never easy to handle.

Then this unexpected day came,

Full of things I don't want to aim,

Unexpected doubts and walking away,

Seems like you aren't allowed to stay.

You've made my heart weak,

You've made my world bleak.

Finding ways to let it strengthen,

Need plans to let it enlighten.

Don't know how to let it all go,

Don't know why I feel this for you.

Don't know what thing I should do,

I'm trapped, can't get through.

Everyone doesn't know why,

Every single day I still cry.

But you're still the reason why,

I woke up every morning and try.

Maybe it's too late when I realized,

I cant move since in you I'm paralyzed.

A cureless heartbreak you've catalyze,

Never to be fine, needless to hospitalize.

Its not that easy to move,

When in you I'm deeply frozen.

In this unsure path I still drove,

Hoping that this ache would lessen.

There's still things I need to know,

But I should learn to let you go.

Maybe I wouldn't be in such sorrow,

'Cause I'll give back the pain that I borrowed.