Pieces of Poetry: Book 1 (Completed)

Second

Still for F... Sometimes, the things that you're most curious at doesn't get any verified answers. It'll just remain as your unanswered inquisitions until the time you're willing to clear your mind and set them all free...

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"Questionable"

Never knew why

This affection existed

But one thing’s sure,

I’m unconditionally lured.

Irrevocably falling,

From a vast void departing.

Every unwanted meetings,

The shine that I’m seeing

Like ice on fire, melting.

Could be one thing,

On the sky, freely floating.

That’s you I see,

Casual, handsome still.

Those delicate looks,

All fascinates me.

Those deepened, carved dimples,

Took out sanity within me.

All shared memories were treasured,

At all times remembered.

But when this day came,

Can’t accept that happened

You neglected me for a reason.

This heart breaks without solution.

Everyday, continue searching.

Where’s life’s true meaning?

I’m left, dumped behind,

Darkness made me blind.

World’s invisible, unreachable.

Everything, away was taken.

Then realization came,

Been hoping for nothing.

Hoping someday you’ll return,

That pain no longer burns.

Yet, things were unpredictable,

Like your own stupid heart,

That once for mine beats,

But took no long, surrendered, retreats.

Sadly accepting, my admission of defeat.

After all, this is still me.

Might not be the perfect girl of yours,

But surely is the girl of your regrets.

At start received acceptance,

As longing and pain took alliance.

Ended up with rejection,

Brought misery and complication.

Pillars and foundation, all stolen.

Left, severely ruined, all broken

Soon, renovation shall happen.