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Teardrops are still falling from my eyes
For me, the feeling's always nice
To show my sadness compromise
As the joy hides wherever it lies
I sat down in a chair, wondering
If my life's forever worth living
Or maybe I can sleep without dreaming
The moments that left me crying
I close my eyes, ready to sigh
What if I bid myself goodbye?
Do I have a reason to lie?
Or I'd just shut up and die?
Swollen eyes opened slowly
I saw my hand move freely
Grasping a blade so tightly
Pressing under my face gently
I'm finally ready to be free
From this cage I'm always trapped within
An abyss that let's the pain seize
The happy me I never get to be.
