under the magnolia

correct me if im wrong

this morning, today, before anyone else was awake, i think an angel

<devil?>

kissed me

or killed me

i wouldn't know anyways

i opened my eyes to sunlight pouring out of my window

<painted my room red pink yellow orange>

and though the moon fell, and though the sun rose

ever so slowly

i couldn't move

<breathe in, breathe out>

eyes blurred, light swirled into bloom

i was

falling and

<falling>

i then slept

correct me if i'm wrong

<please do>

i think

waking to a sunrise

and dying

<sort of>

is a

blessing

and a

curse