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I am troubled, my mind is topsy turvy with thoughts I cannot get a grip on. I finally understand the phrase "roller coaster of emotions" and with that comes a new outlook on certain issues. This cannot possibly be a defining moment or an epiphany but it's surly in that neighborhood. And no matter what I do, I really cannot get away from my thoughts and/or feelings. It's a burning sensation in my chest a sickly feeling in the back of my throat and a painful throbbing in my head—these aren't symptoms of an ailment but of a troubled soul. The turmoil on the inside has eventually bled out onto my consciousness and it is producing this perceived change.
