Baby im not even here, im a hallucination 🗣

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oml i keep forgetting y'all exist, my apologies 😁
um so idk where to start but people irl are so dry to the point it literally pisses me off,

like someone from school or my siblings would utter a word to me and i will actually kick something

and no i'm not being a bitch i'm being honest bc they're either talking to me for the homework answers or because they need a favor,
like it gets tiring you know? 😿

and oh my don't even get me started on the way i see my teachers face and i get the urge rip something apart 😀

i think i need to go see a therapist cuz o overheard my mom talking to my aunt about sending me to a mental hospital (🤨) cuz i screamed at the top of my lungs at like 4 am last week and just mumble random things to myself most the time

but like the mumbling comes from having literally no one to talk to so i just start a conversation with myself and the screaming just comes randomly when i feel like screaming.
🙄🤚 like calm down jamal, don't pull out the nine 🙅‍♀️

no but seriously i feel like my parents are actually wondering what they did wrong in raising me cuz all of my other siblings are either exceeding in life or are really popular and well liked and everyone wants to hang out with them while i'm over here in the corner drinking snapple's or something idk

and trust i've tried talking to people but every time i do i just get interrupted or talked over
and at like family gatherings they're all like "Wow (my name) you've gotten so tall!! you're so quiet though! what happened to you? you were you talkative as a child and now you don't even wanna engage in conversations"

like sorry aunt becky but i grew up and realized how fucked up more than half of you are but ok 🤡

anyways this wasn't really a fun or messing chapter more like a rant but oh well, i'll see you later 👩‍🦲

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