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'no no no this can't be happening'

i look up too see the perfect blue eyes i've been longing for.

"jade." she frowns, repeating my name.

"hi baba.." i smile weekly.

"no. you aren't calling me that again."

"if it's any consolation, i missed you, a lot. so much i even got you a christmas present." i smirk at the blonde,pointing to the box behind me. and then she slaps me, right in the face.

"that's for fucking up all of our lives," she slaps me again, "that's for fucking going to america," now she was hitting my chest and pushing me, "this for leaving me and not coming back." by the time she'd finished she was on the floor sobbing.

i didn't really know what to do. she won't want me touching her because i haven't been here, but then it's awkward that i'm just stood here.

"i'm erm.." i cough awkwardly "i'm gonna just..go." i say, but before i do, i pick her up carry her up the stairs, placing her down on her feet next to the box.

"they're numbered, start with 1, end with 730."

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i sniffle as she gets in her car and drives away. i fucking hate her, she comes back after 2 years and then leaves again. no surprise there.

she had to be here when i got back didn't she, she couldn't have waited or come later. since jade left, i've been in a bad place with anxiety and have been going to therapy for it, some how the paps found out and it's everywhere. from what i've seen the fans are supporting me, but i know there are bad comments there.

i sigh, looking down at the box and pick it up. it was heavy, but i managed it up to my room before dropping it on my bed. i opened the lid to see envelopes. hundreds of envelopes.

i pick one up and it was addressed to management. in the corner was a small 274, i frown slightly not understanding the number.

'start with 1, end with 730'

i put it back where i got it and look for the one numbered 1. i pull it out and see the same address on the front.

i open the envelope carefully, unknowing of what's inside it. i pull out the A4 paper and unfold it to see jade's writing;

'1                                                15/11/19

my perrie,

by the time you read this i'll be on a plane to los angeles, i'm not sure if you'll see me again, and i'm sorry if you don't.

i hurt you so much and i can't take it back, i want you to forgive me, but i can't make you. so i'm giving you time, to heal, to have a better life and to find love.

you are my bestfriend and i will miss you and the girls whilst i'm away, but you guys don't deserve how i treat you all.

i'm sorry for everything, i've ruined your lives and ended your careers all because i couldn't accept myself, stay safe.

i'll send the letter as soon as i land, promise.

i love you so much pez.

-your jade"

i felt the tears fall down my cheeks, why didn't she send it?

i picked up the second and started reading.

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