Behind It all. [CHAENNIE] [JENLISA]

.07.

Empty soju bottles tipped over onto the hard cold wooden floor, as my body laid there lifeless. Half empty clear plastic bag filled with marijuana and pills.

The night grew and I became more colder. I became more still. Stiff. Lightly gasping for air. Trying to move but I simply couldn't. Every bone in my body ached. Every joint cracking and giving up on me. Closing my eyes only to see a warm gummy smile from my beautiful brunette ex-girlfriend. Chuckling slightly to myself, as it was quickly replaced by groans as I still laid down on the hard cold wooden floor in pain. "How did it come down to this?" I quietly thought to myself.

"Where did I go wrong?"

"How did it go wrong?"

"Can I fix this?"

"Can you fix me Jennie if that means hurting me more?"

"Would you do it?"

As my thoughts became deeper and heavier I began to slightly shake. Tears streaming down my face that became to hit the wooden floor. Staining my cheeks, as I cried more and more. Eventually falling asleep to only the beautiful street lights of Seoul shining into my apartment.

"Jennie...."