What in The Universe?💫🌐🌍💕🤷🏾‍♀️

The Phone Call

The next morning. I've had my shower. I'm getting dressed and preparing to go, my boyfriend as well.
The phone rings and he hands it to me.
Bf: It's that number.

Me: Here let me answer it.
I said it so nonchalantly because I honestly had no idea who would be on the other end.

Me: Hello, who is this?

Voice: Hello, is this Keshia?

Me: Yes, who is this?

Voice: It's me, S. How are you?

I went into shock.

S: It's me, S. How are you?

I was shaking, my voice began to shake, my hand was shaking.
Me: No this is not. Who is this.

He laughed.
S: It's me S.

Me... my world is spinning everything been crashing down without you.
But now that you're back... are you back?
What made you do this?
How are you here?
Why are you here?
I wanna change my life but, this way?
These games?

Me: My ex-boyfriend S!? No it's not! This is not funny!
I was so in shock my boyfriend grabbed the phone.
His curses and screams filled the room in a violent blare.
Bf: How did you get this number?

S: I googled it. I didn't mean to cause any harm. I just wanted to say hello.
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And the damage was done.
And every emotion I've had I was feeling it, and becoming undone.
Why?
What does this mean?
Why did this happen?

...Does this mean what I think it means?
Did he come back for me?
Why was God allowing this to happen?...