Drowning. The only word to describe this uncanny feeling inside of me. trying so hard to save myself when i'm all alone. my mind racing with thoughts i want to scream out yet when i open my mouth nothing comes out. i'm in my own personal hell.
My lovely dream was disturbed by the annoying noise of my alarm. Swinging my arm I hit the annoying little shit.
*fuck, it's not even 8 in the morning and I'm already pissed*
Dragging my limp body off the bed I face the mirror; my lifeless grey eyes stare back at me, black, run-down eyeliner surrounding them, messy jet black hair with chunky blonde highlights in a messy bun, sweats and a baggy t shirt.
fresh cuts littered my arms, the stains of dried blood still present on my arms. let's just say last night wasn't the best and my body was aching to just stay at home and bed rot.
Having a quick shower and brushing my teeth I change into baggy black jeans with black baby tee , i let my hair fall free, deciding not to put it up today and put on my silver bracelets i took off before my shower, next was a necklace and finally some vivienne dangly earrings, then i headed towards the kitchen.
Lacing up my converse , my eyes drift to something on the counter; a photo catching my eyes, my mother, father, brother and me at our lake house, the ghost of a smile nearly makes its way onto my face but i don't let it. they're all dead.
i sling on my leather jacket and grab my skateboard and backpack and leave the house. Plugging my earbuds in I start my journey to my favourite place in the world.
after a blissful journey i start making my way through the parking lot of the school, whilst the typical jocks and popular girls flirting in the middle of the fucking road.
I finally make my way through the parking lot and onto the sidewalk, making my way to the side of the school entrance, I hop off my board and prop myself onto my skateboard moving side to side once in a while. Grabbing a cigarettes, I place one in my mouth and light it.
leaning on the wall behind me i scan my surroundings and watch everyone; i'm half way through senior year and yet i've never spoken to any of these people, to be fair though this is also my first year at this school.
a little background information, my parents moved here for a better future for me blah blah blah. im a bad influence blah you're hanging out with the wrong people blah. all dumb excuse, i pass my classes, that's enough.
but i had to come with them and now i'm stuck here to finish school cause they're on my case.
well they're on my case, 6 feet underground...
A loud engine suddenly caught my attention and my eyes snap to the parking lot. The source of that sound slowly makes its way to my right, in the parking lot where there are a group of boys. Well, that only means one thing . it's Ace De Luca.
*aww my favourite*
Sense the sarcasm
he's just a man whore, very annoying, very hot. yes there is said it, no one has to know i thing that thought, he already has the whole female population gushing over him, he doesn't need another.
He slowly makes his way out of his car, his black hair was gelled back, he was wearing a leather jacket, typical, and black loose fit jeans, with doc martens. i gotta say he doesn't dress bad, but it is the uniform of a typical bad boy.
Everyone's eyes snap to him, Arctic monkeys 505 blasting on the radio and his angelic laughter filled the air. *Wait angelic, the fuck?*
He greets his possy; which includes
Michael: the smart one, Finn: the prankster, jake: the quiet one, vinn: the dumb one and finally there's ace: the leader, the playboy.
With their group, there have been a few rumours from them being in a gang or the mafia. he's Italian so that could be it. Well, I wouldn't be surprised they do seem very mysterious.
I drop my cigarettes on the floor and step on it with my sole. I look away from my phone and look up to look at the guys again before i head inside, but my eyes connect with piercing green eyes. We have a staredown before I drift my eyes to the car and back to his, i can't tell his facial expression but he's probably scoring a smirk, that's like his default face,i give my usual blank expression get up, hearing a concerning crack as i get up, i'm only 18 yet i have the bones of an 80 year old woman.
i pick up my board and slowly drag my feet as I walk into the building.
Once i'm at my locker I take my phone out and check the time *8:55* p1 starts at 9, okay i got 5 minutes not bad.
I put in my locker combination as the girls make their grand entrance but a kid starts running through the doors in between them, freshman probably, Their bags go flying and the two girls that he barged through fall to the ground. Even though I'm listening to music, I can tell everyone's silent except one person laughing. Me.
*what, sue me, that was funny as fuck, and what Made it better was that is was Chloe, hate that bitch, she quite literally tortured me the first month when i got here, thankfully she fucked off after that but i still need to get her back* my laugh is muffled for me due to the loud music playing in my ears but by Chloe's face I can tell she heard it, but her facial expression makes me laugh harder.
At this point, I'm giggling like a school girl while taking my algebra book out. I take one more glance at her while she gets up with help of course. I mean who wears stilettos to school, let's be real, that's dumb.
as I laugh at her red face I make eye contact with Ace again. His eyes held amusement as he has a sly smirk on his face, he was leaning on the front entrances door frame with the other boys next to him blocking the entrance. All of them trying not to laugh.
My laughing calms down but as I turn away and break eye contact, I can't help the few chuckles escaping.
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i don't know how to feel about this.
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