vent book

so tired i wanna die

i feel like crying forever. i feel a combination of anger and disappointment. i'm so tired.. i feel lonely...disappointed.

whatever...what else is new?

i feel like bashing my head into the wall until i crack my skull open. i want to yank at my hair until they come out in bundles. i want to dig my nails deep into my skin until it bleeds...because some form of pain is the only comfort i have.

i'm going to lay down. i'm so tired...i just want the pain to go away