I knew nothing would be the same... without her positivity and her unforgettable laugh. things would be harder. harder to think that we might survive this. today was the day we move to find another life who had survived. the journey was silent and cruel. we sat down to take a break and I pulled out my book to write in everything that had happened. writing clams me an thought this all I had this book and a pen. we were nowhere near finding a life form of any sort nothing just silence. and for mason, he never spoke just walked with his head down. and Cassian he when back to his old self the self-absorbed rat like the walk never happened like what he said had never meant anything. I look up at him to see if he would make eye contacted. but he just looked at the ground
"Cassian?" I said almost in a whisper. he did even move he just keep walking and staring at the darkly soiled ground with old leaves as they blow across where we were walking.
"did I do something wrong?" I asked looking away from his face he quickly turned his head around and his eyebrows turning upward in the middle. his green eyes sparkled in the light as he said
"no" that was it then he turned his head back to the ground.
Cassian Pov
I could not stop thinking about the walk we had. her smile glistened in the moonlight she had a pep in her step and was always tell me stories about her life before this I replayed the memories in my head like a record. how happy I felt with her. I want to tell her everything and how I feel but I am pretty sure she still hates me. I was caught up in memories and did not even hear her say my name. I snapped out of it when she asked I was mad at her I stopped as I wanted to tell her everything but all that came out was
"No" I felt so bad I could see she was sad about it but I did not have the courage to say anything else.
Marya pov
I wish he would answer me. it is not like I care or anything it was too stuck-up to admit to myself that I was in lo.. no I can't I will just get heartbroken. and that is not what I need right now. the rest of the way was silent not a word from any of us, not one
"Omg ." I hear myself whisper everyone looked up and say a house a delightful looking house and it had lights on! this is incredible we have found survivors!
