The Gamer and his awkward boy (English Translation)

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Co-translator : babibubego

14. Uncertainty

The Pooy Brother got fifty thousand after impressively winning first place on the line. It amazes some nitizens, and there is a lot of analysis to their game

The younger player were great. He's an angel

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There are some disturbing words from people, some say that Thee is old while Soh is still new to gaming. But honestly it can't be denied that Soh is very quick at making decision in critical situation and devising strategies, so that his teammates don't have to worry about doing their job, the child is very good at reading games, has a nice smile and is easy to like.

Thee feels annoyed thinking that, if you think about it, if Nong De was not cute would he be loved?

But wait, bastard, was it all the same as the fan club? Why are you complimenting him?

Come back to the real hero first, why is there no one seeing the handsome when kneading the hammer into the middle of skull? The rhythm is like a shift. Of course, like taking a good hand from Phra Nakhonto enter the field. The number one nominee doesn’t come because of luck.

Fifty thousand money divided evenly, but P’Tap is arrogant, he can’t tell because he claims that he is not one of the parts that have brought the team this far. But in the end he had to be forced to accept it because the siblings in the team insist, at least giving it a gift for the unborn child.

Jack managed to put it in a white envelope, at first glance he thought that he resigned from the game company in which it complained about the boss. It said that he would put in his drawer and the spike added what to write on the front of the envelope, he mistakenly thought it was a pack of linen and would throw it into the trash bin.

They know what Laem is doing with his money, but they choose to be silent and don't care, because if they tease him, he will be embarrassed and won't want to play again. From the outside, no one would have thought that this bastard could do anything good, but Thee was very proud of him.

For Nong De because he rarely goes out, so the money he gets is kept for himself. The next story is P'Thee and the others will train to prepare for the next match in a month, but given the fact that P'Jack is busy, they have to find one more person to play in the team.

By chance Praew came at the right time, Thee knew this child since three years ago. Praew is a girl with short hair, but because of her rough mouth and impatience, she is often teased by fans. but her indifference as well as her persistent stance, fans gave up because it proved that she did not approach others for her own benefit.

A lot of time Bella had said ‘Think before do something.’ And Thee nodded all the time, but didn’t expect it to show result when he invited her to play, Thee realized after this he should think a lot before doing something, because the rehearsal team had to open mic to talk to each other and the voice of Nong De has never been so annoying that it even looked like he was loud with him.

‘Soh, I’ll be gleaming, go heal for it.’

‘Thank you, if you didn’t get Soh gleaming, you would definitely die.’

‘Right now Soh’s heart is going to beating very load.’

Burning eyes with a pink barrier on the battlefield when he heard that and saw his hand trembled as if Nong De’s heart beats loudly it’s because a murderer like him runs close to him.

Being a dog like that, he didn’t speak or laugh, he’s very satisfied and with repentance the mouth that chewed on the gum the spoke out until the characters had to stand still to review themselves.

‘Make an appointment, go to movie, how about flirting like this?’

The heck of long known Thee was confident about 99.99% that he was in the way of children.

‘Crazy P’Thee!’

Yes your brother is crazy, so be embarrassed when it is a ceremony and then change to another matter.

‘But the movie kisses at the edge of the lake has already out. Is this Saturday going to see together, Soh?’

Fuck! At the edge of the lake?! Beside Soh don’t want to go with a girl who just talked for the first time. Even though he’s already opened the way for the day.

‘This Saturday?’

Yeah, this Saturday, refuse it and tell her that you would come and play at my condo.

‘Okay Praew, where should we go to see?’

Sky blue sky blue sky blue

Laem is a man who is handsome and likes to flirt, but now he whines because he has to follow P'Thee. But P'Thee hopes that inviting Laem will distract Praew. That's the reason they are standing here .... Paragon Park.

“I think we are in the future.” Laem looked like a man who almost melted from the heat of the sun, as if he had insisted that in this country there would never be snow. He felt strange why he had to walk here even though there was a BTS that was directly connected to the mall.

“Changing the atmosphere, walking in the same place is too boring.”

“Is it true? it just so happened that Nong Praew and Nong De also came here.” Laem rested his chin on Thee's shoulder and made a seductive face. The man who was caught frowning pushed his tongue to the cheek, put his hand into his pants as if he was not affected by Laem's words.

“So what? not only the two of them who came to this place.”

“Be careful when you meet Bella, I heard she often goes to the mall on Saturdays.”

“No way, Bella went to somewhere else.” If they meeting accidentally, Thee would play dead and not ignore him. he still remembers when he saw on Facebook a man tagging Bella's account

Between getting angry and understanding why he's like that, because Bella is already trying to find a new man who suits her, or just following her friend's advice. But still it showed that something between them had changed, even though he tried not to get angry, he knew himself.

however he was irritated.

Both still hurt from breakup, but it doesn’t mean they can’t go on with life. Thee still laughed and lay stupidly looking at ceiling thinking the same story over and over before falling asleep every day and until the feelings fades. Which Bella might be going out with friend or trying going on date with some guy, but for Thee he just want to be with friends and his favorite games.

“P’Thee, I really want to ask.”

“What?”

“Are you coming here today because you jealous of Soh, right?”

“Huh?” the question was shot his eyes widened in shock. The older man and the younger brother met each other’s eyes as the escalator slowly moved upstairs, before Laem has stepped out when they arrived at second floor, “What’s with that? I just want to walk in Paragon Park.”

“I'm not done talking.” The half face race boy narrowed his eyes as if he saw something unusual on Thee's face. “I'm asking because I'm an observant person. Ever since the team was formed, you've always been with Soh as if he were your real brother.”

“It's like I'm with you.”

“At first I thought so, but it didn't.” Laem uses his detective skills. The more Thee looks weird, the more convinced Laem will be.

“How many people do I make bots in chats and ban the ghosts in their boxes?”

“That’s one, but there are more.” Laem give a sharp look, “About skin ship.”

“I’ve been doing with you for a long time.” Thee quickly hugged his neck like he wanted to confirm that it wasn’t just Soh that found his ghost, well he know, he addicted to skin ship,

“P'Thee I'm sorry, but I'm not a kid anymore. You should be more pro than others.”

“Why?” He made eye contact before the tall man removed his hand from Laem's shoulder and tucked it into his pants pocket.

“I thought it wouldn't be like this, because you've always been dating girls all this time. but lately you've been more interested in Soh.”

“….”

Really dumb dumb

Thee is almost twenty-seven and Bella is not the first woman to introduce love. But it seemed like it just happened, he still couldn't believe his own feelings until he saw a man together. Many reasons to support his feelings for Nong De.

Heartbroken and lonely, if for that reason he should still be able to find another woman, but he wasn't interested at all.

There is nothing like Nong De, he is good at playing games, likes the same things as himself, cares for the people around him. He was one of those who felt that, his feelings slowly changed as he started out like a close friend and is now a brother. Thee was happy with the feeling but tried to stop himself and thought that they were just P and Nong.

He didn't want to admit it, rather Thee don’t want accept this feeling.

Because of the guilty word to his ex-girlfriend who just broke up with him. But that doesn't stop these good feelings from growing. Despite laughing, speaking and even shouting, he thought of nothing but this comfortable feeling.

At this time Thee felt dissatisfied with just hearing his voice, but also wanted to meet, actually he was jealous but still told Soh to go with the others.

“If P' is silent it means it is true.”

“Shut up I'm thinking.”

“So that's not the reason for coming to Paragon?”

“Damn, all my dates are girls and I just broke up with Bella, all right?” He suppressed his voice, lowered his head, explained with a mouth but different from his body language. That didn't make Laem give up.

“Well I'm at least grateful if you still argue with yourself than you make the announcement directly that you like men. Although lately I've been broke up with my faen.”

“Damn it! So you mean I have to accept it, do you?”

“No, I'm going to pretend I don't know.” by tilting his head and making a fist, “I'm going to say oh shit what's going on with P'Thee, he's confused right now, but we're currently on the same ship.”

“Maybe out of kindness.” Thee still couldn't accept it. His brain seemed to refuse to find the answer.

“You don't need to rush P, I understand.” Laem tries to hug Thee's neck, this is the first time he feels superior because his older brother has always been smart but now look I will fight well, that's funny.

“Don’t you feel it? if your brother likes men together, this one is assuming, I still can’t say, is that alright?”

“At first it was ‘WOW’ but when I thought if you would like someone who gets along well it would be happier than having a heterosexual relationship, but couldn’t you survive?”

Once in a while to see him speak in person thee looked at Laem with three claps before punching each other.

“I’m handsome yes!”

“Oh, today I am.”

“Don’t get stressed out, during this time I have to review myself for what it is, I don’t want you put your sex on your own, because now the society is open to LGBT and I dare to ask you how you leverage the mouth.”

“There are actually people who can accept it, there are people who just accept but decide to keep it. Some people just do not want to be branded as intolerant society it out that ‘I support LGBT’ but I was gay couples to form a mash, said that some gold digger, meet lesbians, enjoy a mouth.”

“And you support me?” ask Laem with the most naïve look that the skull boy could possibly do.

“No, I support myself.” And Thee replied firmly.

“I’d love to be in the beautiful world, you’ve been upset about Bella for a while, but when I realized that Nong Praew was already tempted to going after Soh, I pity you right away.”

“Yes I do, if I’m still looking for answer for myself, I can’t even find myself after a real job.”

“But you’re stupid enough to let Nong Praew to invite Soh watch the movie.”

“Yes my dog’s mouth is my fault!”

“Will you tell P’Jack and P’Tap?” Laem raised his hand to cover his mouth, afraid that anyone would hear.

“Not yet. I’m going to have to go out there and tell you first.”

“Well at first I said I wasn’t sure, but you’re ahead.” Laem frowned.

“How do I explain it in the future? Any pro player must come with plan first.” The young man replied. He was told what he had just said before holding himself, “Oh, I’m stressed.”

“Stressed about?”

“If I really like Soh, what would it be? Like I never imagined that if my feelings for him evolved into love, what kind of expression would it be? I still think that I just love. But I want to meet, I want to look at it for a long time, I’m not confused about what love is, but that’s it the fucker has been talking all over and over again.”

“Pity is so stressful that you seem to have forgotten that maybe your brother won’t take you, even if you know your heart.”

Feels like being dragged into the middle of Lad Phrao Five intersection in the hot day.

“Oh really.”

“It's your own fault, Soh is currently having fun with Praew, I'm sure they'll have another date after this. I've taught you to love -” a sharp shock when the older hands pawing mouth, P’Thee’s expression was more worse than the people who had terminal cancer. Which tells me that...?

It is fun

“The movie is about to enter in fifteen pages. Do you think Praew wants to preview the movie?”

“I am not sure, I usually talk about games and teach English through Skype.”

“So let’s go!”

“Let’s go.” The brother stopped once again. Look at each other with eyes of gamers who tell each other their intentions without saying what they are going to do.

“Go safe Soh from basement and put a flashlight in the Nong Praew’s face.”

“…”

“After thus you think where you want to take Soh? What must be done in order to separate love from liking?”

“And if it gets clearer will I become more badass? I truly feel guilty about Bella, speaking from heart.”

“There must be some, but the feeling has already happened, what should you do? If it happened when you’re still dating it was another matter. But now you and her are over, you two have right to like other person. But it’s still bad, right? With the guilty in your heart, it makes you ask yourself, ‘Do I love Bella?’ why are hesitate if you like other people.”

“…”

“But people are not the same. Some people have passed for years but still can’t forget their ex. Drowning in the same old feelings like me, do you know why? Because I haven’t found a new person who made me wants to start over. But you have Soh, even if he is a man too, but in this case you need to make sure first, whether you really like someone from the outside or like from your heart.”

‘P’Thee….’

“….”

“Since I’ve been a badass all my life, this time will be once again for long term happiness. I think it’s worth letting people curse.” Laem raised his eyebrows as he patted Thee’s back, focusing on encouragement in a way that he has never said a lot.

“Everyone has the right to start over, like a game played to death due to a mistake on the way. The character must return to the starting point to start game again. Along the way, he learns which spots are safe or dangerous that they shouldn’t at risk. Where is the point that I used to fail to cause death? This time, the characters can jump over without missing the same point again.”

Laem thought his kind of love was like this.

“You keep feeling guilty about Bella, but in meantime you learned to like Soh too, I mean if you’re sure.”

“…”

“Everyone need time, you have asked yourself, the whole time Soh doesn’t know about it. It was Bella should be restarted with a man who fit her storyline.”

Laem had only a few faen, and you showed me a few things. This kid is really got a skull, that entire he had said were all things that Thee wanted to hear. Thee wants someday to say, ‘You can start over, you can feel guilty about Bella, but don’t ignore the new feeling that are forming.’

‘P’Thee is awesome.’

“….”

Thee will no longer bury those feelings from today he will prove it until he knows that for the boy it’s just kindness or whether stepping over is already a fondness.