Striving Forward

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My anger was incandescent. I walked out fuming from my first interaction with my father with an anger I had never felt before. My body shook as I left the room. I was steaming in anger, and I descended the tower. I reached my room. What I saw when I entered my personal bedroom was my women were looking at me with worry. The angered look on my face showed. I wasn't entirely happy with them at the moment since they allowed the time I was basically drugged. But I understand the politics going on. It was safer for them to allow it to go on. Without my father's backing, the Wizards at the top can almost do what they want within a cetin reason. They cant limit my freedom or poison me. I was careless and excited at the time and didn't check the enchantments in the room. They never limited my freedom or poisoned me. I could leave the room at any time. It was just that my judgment was clouded, and I couldn't think properly.

I wasn't happy with them for letting it happen, but I understand my mother did the smart thing, and after she found out what was happening, advised them. I took a deep breath that everyone watched. I looked to my mother, who was sitting there looking like a guilty child. I raised an eyebrow at her while locking eyes.

"Well, That conversation with my father could have gone somewhere. What I have learned is that father is an idiot while not being one. It is quite an interesting predicament. I might have even inherited some of that arrogance." I smiled self deprecatingly, "Well..." I sighed again, "Mother, How long till I need to leave to the Demon lands? How many meetings do I need to attend as well to get the layout off the land?" My tone had changed. I no longer sounded angry.

I resolved myself not to bask in sorrow. My kids would become tools for an idiot if I didn't do something. I solidified myself and hardened my heart for the coming future. I needed time, and I had very little of it. My mother looked at me with a questioning gaze. "Five months for the departure to the Demon lands. The meetings can be taken care of by myself and Emily if necessary."

"Good, I will be handling some things then. I will be in meditation. Only Emily, Mally, Kate, Tina, Rose, Asahi, Trisha, Betsy, Hina, my mother, and Susie's mother can enter this room. Emily, I will need you to bring me food. I will be entering a long meditative cycle. I need to become a B-Rank Wizard soon to make my voice heard. I need to break the Barrier. I will miss my kids, but I need to do this for them." My heart hurt, saying that, but I solidified my heart. "Each day, to practice my concentration and control my sexual urges, I will need you to come in and fuck yourself upon doorknocker. I will also be practicing martial arts while trying to meditate. If I am in this cycle, Wait for me to finish before starting with me. Please excuse my neglect in the coming months." When I looked at my women, they were sadly smiling.

"Okay..." Each acknowledged my order, "When do you start?" My mother asked, sadness encompassing her.

I walked into the room and started to enchant it quickly. I added in protection enchantments to stop people I told to stay out from being able to enter. I finished within five minutes. I turned to them and wryly smiled. "Now..." with that, I sat down in the middle of the room.

I took a deep breath and started to center myself into the work of mana. The world and its unique properties started to show itself. I dove deeper and deeper. I lost myself in the world of mana. I could vaguely feel things happening to my body. I felt pleasure happening, but I lost myself in the mysteries quickly. I knew not the time or what was happening as I delved deeper gather collecting compressing, and understanding mana.

My mana grew, and I felt it start to hit a wall. I had no idea how long it had been, and I didn't surface to know. I felt the barrier and decided instead of increasing my mana more; I would spend more time understanding it. My body would continue to move, as I felt pleasure sometimes. Whenever I didn't, I would try to split my mind to train both mana and muscle memory. I would move it according to my previous training in my past life. It was something I had neglected in this life so far. Muscle memory needed to be trained before usage. This was a crude way of doing it, and I would need to correct it later, but it was practicing my concentration simultaneously.

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