Friendly Poison

Isnt it Funny

Everywhere you went I'd follow
Watching as you brought in everyone's attention
It hurt to watch them stare at you
But it's what you wanted you wanted them too

I'd sit with my friends and feel your eyes on me
Look back and was met with pools of green
Pools that I would have payed millions to see

You'd look for me and I'd look for you
But neither of us said why
We knew that we were watching each other
Wanted to be burned one each other's lives

I searched for you for days
Didn't know where you went
I was afraid to ask
My heart fell and broke like glass

Tormented myself because I thought it was my fault
Self destruction my best friend
Stopped eating and living because of our end
Distanced myself and became a ghost
And finding out you were just fine hurt the most