Monster inside

Part 67 - unusual behaviour

As I looked I saw bakugo and Kirishima staring at me, so I nodded taking out my earphones "what's up," I heard Kirishima speak a little worried "what are you doing?" I didn't look their way and spoke "putting up photos but they need to the straight and in order of year so I'm marking out a grid," I looked to the two slowly getting off the desk and spoke, "why is class starting soon?" I saw both boys look at each other then bakugo grabbed my wrist and spoke "what the fuck is wrong with you!" I tugged my wrist out of his grip and spoke "nothing is wrong with me?" I growled then Kirishima spoke making me mumble to myself and slam myself into my bedroom "don't want to be unmanly but you're acting really weird Akuma," as I was in my room I ruffled my hair and looked to see something was crooked. 

So I spoke with a growl "fucking shit!" I quickly climbed onto my desk and adjusted the photo only to slip and fall on my back knocking the wind out of my stomach, I gasped for air only to heard a pounding on my door followed by bakugo yelling "AKUMA OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR!" I just lied on the floor trying to catch my breath when the door opened to reveal everyone with worried looks in their eyes, so I just curled into a ball trying to breathe. I then heard Aizawa speak "she is fine, go back to settling in," I heard reluctant footsteps then a hand was placed on my back and I stuttered out "J...Just winded myself," I coughed slowly getting my breath back as I sat up straight I spoke not looking to Aizawa "nothing is straight..." I heard him sigh as he picked me up and spoke "come on let's go," I nodded slowly and as I was settled down onto the couch in the common room I heard kaminari speak "you okay Akuma?" I nodded slowly bringing my knees to my chest and spoke "do you know if shinsou is here?" he hummed happily and spoke "probably in the 1-C dorms," I nodded quickly getting to my feet and leaving the dorms as I got to the 1-C dorms I just waited blocking out the whispers and stares until I heard shinsou speak "Akuma," I looked his way feeling the tears welling in my eyes 

So I spoke "I could have died," he nodded and I felt myself drop to my knees as he spoke pulling me into a hug I just sobbed into his chest "Sh...shinsou I'm not okay," I heard him hum and he rubbed my back helping me to stand slowly and as we walked I placed a hand over my mouth and felt my whole body shake then shinsou spoke "you're an idiot, it looks like you haven't been eating and I bet you've bottled all this up like usual," I chuckled slightly wiping my eyes and as I saw we were at the 1-A dorms I spoke slightly scared "I'd...don't want to go in," he sighed pulling me into a hug "why because they will see you differently if your crying?" I nodded slightly then I spoke "I had my shit together yesterday why can't I just keep it up," he chuckled tightening the hug then spoke softly "stop being so stubborn," I scoffed pulling away but I was instantly brought into a hug by bakugo who spoke with a growl "stop being a fucking dumbass!" I nodded tightening my hug then heard shinsou speak "looks like my job is over," I chuckled slightly pulling away from bakugo and hugging shinsou once more. 

Shinsou chuckled pulling away so I smiled waving to him as he walked away I turned back to bakugo and spoke "katsuki," he hummed pulling me into a hug and picked me up at the same time as brought me into the dorms. As bakugo sat down with me cuddled in his chest the whole room was silent then I felt someone ruffle my hair and as I looked up I saw todoroki with a small smile on his face then he spoke "don't force yourself to be happy Akuma, what you went through was hard," I gave him a small smile and leaned back into bakugo's chest listening to his heartbeat then I spoke "My worst fear was not seeing any of you again...but most of all putting all of you in danger once again, I disgusted with myself," I didn't hear a reply so I just stayed silent listening to bakugo heartbeat then I looked to see most of the girls crying and some of the boys even had tears gathered in their eyes so I spoke waving my hands as I stood up "S...Sorry I didn't m...mean to make you cry," I was then jumped on by mina as we both fell to the floor she spoke crying "Akuma!" I was then brought into a huge hug by all the girls and we all sat crying together. 

As I sat sniffing I heard Aizawa walk into the room confused "lunch starts soon?" I nodded slowly and all of us got to our feet then Tsu spoke with a smile "let's all go get lunch," I nodded slowly going to bakugo with a smile and hugging him "I love you," he hummed kissing my forehead "yeah I know dumbass," I chuckled running and looping arms with mina then all of us girls walked to get lunch. As we got into the lunchroom it went dead silent, but I ignored it grabbing some food and paying as all us girls sat down eating a flood of people ran to us and started asking me questions.