Monster inside

Part 80 - 真実

 As I was walking out of the gates of UA the small glint of light blue made me run and as I ran to the end of an alleyway I swore but smiled as the scent of cologne made me turn, I looked back to see dabi looking at me with a smile so I spoke "long time no see," he nodded leaning against the wall of the alleyway so I spoke "are you still looking out for me?" he sighed sliding down the wall while ruffling his hair "sure since you don't have family anymore," I nodded slowly then sat down beside him and spoke "I got my provisional licence but me and bakugo broke up," he chuckled then spoke with a slight snarl "good the little shit treated you like trash," I hummed ruffling my hair then spoke "I'm about ready to give up...after everything with the league, my fake and real parents as well as UA as a whole I think giving up would make me feel happy," he spoke looking my way "don't," I looked at him confused so he continued "you aren't the right person to become a villain, you healed us even after we kidnapped you and I doubt you could kill an innocent person," I hummed then spoke with a chuckle "maybe I'll work as a vet? I've always loved animals," I heard Dabi sigh as he got to his feet "I've got to go but don't give up just yet okay?" I nodded slowly looking to see him smiling my way before he disappeared so I sighed rubbing my neck and making my way into town.

As I went into the store and brought some snacks and then I heard the women speak "that will be $30," I smiled scanning my card and then I was on my way to UA but as I was walking through the streets I stopped looking to see a store selling manga and cute clothing so I shrugged my shoulders going in and as I came out I chuckled "I ended up spending $100," I sighed at the heaviness of the bags and made my way back to the dorms and as I got in I took off my shoes ignoring the stares and made my way upstairs. As I got to my room I chuckled taking everything out of the bags and laying them out on my bed and as I grabbed the new clothes I had brought I tried them on then I got a text from Aizawa so I sighed going downstairs in my short skirt and cropped top and as the elevator opened I spoke "what's up I was trying on new clothes?" he glared at me and spoke, "you went off campus for clothes?" I nodded slowly then spoke "I forgot we had to ask... sorry," he sighed waving me away "go change," I smiled seeing most of the boys were red face so I made my way upstairs and as I passed bakugo's room I saw him coming out so I rolled my eyes and opened my door hearing him mumble before I closed it "damn," I swore stripping and placing my hoodie and joggers back on before grabbing my phone and taking the beers I had just brought with me in a carrier bag to the common room "someone tell Aizawa I'm going to the 1-C dorms," I heard mina chuckle. 

Then she sent me a wink "don't have too much fun," I glared her way and spoke "fuck off," as I got my shoes on and left I sent Aizawa a text explaining everything and he replied *alright see you later* I chuckled then knocked on the dorm doors of 1-C and spoke as a girl answered "sorry to disturb you but is shinsou here?" she tensed slightly then closed the door yelling "SHINSOU IT'S THAT MONSTER FROM 1-A," I scoffed kicking a rock until the door opened and shinsou stood slightly out of breath "Akuma?" I smiled holding out my hand "let's hang out," he chuckled putting on his shoes and we walked together but as we sat deep in the woods I spoke pulling out the two tins of beer "cheers?" he chuckled taking one and we sat together under the sunset drinking and as I fell backwards onto the grass and I spoke "I did it, we broke up," I looked to see shinsou frown slightly "I don't think he is taking it as well as you think Akuma," I looked up to see shinsou looking guilty so I spoke "what have you done?" he flinched slightly then spoke, "he came to me the other day asking for advice..." 

I got to my feet but he continued "it wasn't me I promise but I made him think you cheated on him," I threw the beer can at his head then spoke "y...you?" he shook his head then spoke "A...Akuma it wasn't me though I can't remember it?" I stumbled backwards then I spoke feeling my tear finally coming out "s...shinsou did you meet a girl with blonde hair and yellow eyes," I watched as he nodded then he got to his feet so I ran for it ignoring his questions and as I got in I slammed and locked the doors to the dorms, I looked to see everyone staring at me so I took off my shoes and spoke with a growl "fuck this!" I didn't look back but felt the confusion in the room and as I looked I could see some of the boys including Kirishima getting to their feet as Kirishima brought me into a hug he spoke, "what happened?" I felt my whole body tense as I sobbed into his shoulder "he told bakugo I cheated on him when I didn't, he says it was that fucking girl from the league!" I covered my mouth slightly feeling sick then I spoke again "fuck they are after me again," I cried into my hands but looked to see the room in shock and as I looked I could see mostly everyone was pissed off then Kirishima and midoriya spoke "I'll talk to bakugo/ kacchan," I slowly got to my feet shaking my head "no..." I sighed wiping my eyes and taking a deep breath "I'll do it," they both nodded then Kirishima spoke placing a hand on my shoulder "good luck," I chuckled slightly using the stairs and as I got to the fourth floor I knock on his door still teary-eyed.