why was it you (sakuatsu)

part 11

"Wait can I give him my lung" Osamu said

"What are you to the patient"the doc said

"I'm his brother"-osamu

"You can but are you sure you want to do this"-doc

"Of course I do he's my twin and i don't want him to die he's the only person that I have that it's still family"-osamu

"Okay wait we need to get everything for the surgery well call you when we're ready"-nurse

"Okay"-osamu

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~After the surgery~

"Good evening to all of you e are sorry but we have some bad news for you guys" the doctor said looking down

"In the middle of the surgery so.ething went wrong and atsumu miya

Didn't make it I'm sorry"-the doctor said bowing down and leaving everyone in shock and sadness

Sakusa's pov
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Atsumu miya didn't make it "
Those words hurt me like my whole world and soul left me with those words
I'm not a person who shows emotions but the person i love the most just left me alone i was in my knees crying i tried to stop and stand up but i couldn't i couldn't believe the person i love so much just died i couldn't even tell them i love them one more time why atsu why did you leave me your the only reason i change so much if it wasn't for you i wouldn't be like this i wouldn't be standing in a hospital in my knees crying over someone but the someone is a person i treasure so much but now I'm have no one.
Komori help me stand up and hugged me he was crying too everything all of a sudden whent blank nothing was there only one thing a note

"What is this"

"OMI-KUN i know it's better if we text but i wanted to send a letter instead heh i want you to have this so you can always remember this let's make a promise to always be together okay i never want to be away from you instead of texting me can you send me back a letter so we have one from eachother pretty please"

"This letter is the one he sent me 2 months when we started dating huh another one

"Dummy letters take more time to get to eachother that's why technology exist but fine let's keep the promise then

i promise we will always be together and next to eachother even in the hardest times even when we live a distance we still have a good relationship

Now it's your turn to make the promise but send me a message instead it's easier"

"Oh this is the one i send back to him wow that promise was so long ago but why is that promise not true since atsumu is gone now"

"There's one more"

"No omi i want to keep sending letters instead okay fine this one is the last one i send i promise oh omi who would of known you were so romantic please don't kill me but

I promise i will be by your side even when you want to be alone I'll be there when your having panic attacks thanks to your germaphobia I'll be there even if we're having a bad time with the relationship"

".......why why why atsu why did you had to leave why you why couldn't be me so could live more"

"Why is life like this"

"~im always with you~"a faint voice says

"Wow I'm going crazy now"

"But i hope your always with me atsumu"

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Well that's this chapter only 2 more chapters i think

Night(◍•ᴗ•◍)or good morning(✷‿✷)