Coming Back From Heaven

Heaven 1

Who died

Zhaffira Adellhei Montenegro's p0v

"Ano na namang ginawa mo" pasimula nito

"What?" Painosenteng Sabi ko but I know what he is talking about

"Zhaff, about your bodyguard who resigned a while ago, what did you do" madiing Sabi ni dad..see?..another topic again about this thing

"What about my Bodyguard"prenteng Sabi ko

"Zhaff, stop being a spoiled brat,wala ng tumagal na personal body guard sayo"-dad said…I am losing many body guard so this is not new to get scolded again ..I’m very used to hear his rants whenever my body guard resign just because of my attitude kunno…

"Dad!..did you hear me?, I said ayoko ng body guard,para lang silang aso sunod ng sunod sakin,I’m not a child anymore you used to protect, I can handle myself!? “ I ranted, I’m very much irritated because of his action.

"Really?” he sarcastically said  “Kaya mong protektahan Ang sarili mo,,kundi nga dahil sayo-" he don’t need to said that part because I know already what he is going to point out…the tragedy I want to forget, but sadly I can’t.

Hindi nya na naituloy ang sasabihin nya kase ako na ang nagtuloy,,ilang bees nya na kase sinabi sakin yan,ilang beses nya ng pinagdiinan. Nakakapagod ng pakinggan yan. Alam nyang di ko ginusto yun at sobra akong nag dusa sa nangyari. Sinisisi ko Ang sarili ko at tinanong sa sarili, bakit di na lang ako, bakit sya pa

"Kundi dahil sakin walang mamamatay?,sa tingin nyo ba ginusto ko yon ,dad?,paulit ulit nyo na akong sinisi di ba kayo napapagod na sabihin yan ng paulit ulit sa akin kase ako? Pagod na akong pakinggan kayo" nasalo ko Ang noo ko dahil sa hirap ng sitwasyon ko. Sarili Kong ama, ginaganito ako

"I'm sorry, zhaff nadala Lang ako..I didn't mean to say that to you-"-dad said sincerely but I’m in the middle of thinking, is he really my father?. How can he say those words and blame me . Instead of comforting me, he is putting me down. How can he do that, I can’t believe to. I’m used to this because he always blame me whenever we’re having a fight but still, it hurts so much. Crying is the last thing I will do, I will never cry again , from the day I lose him, the man I love, I will never cry again, it’s enough, I’m tired of it.

"I need to rest now,,I don't have time to talk with damn people" I cursed out loud, I’m a disgrace to the family, that is what they said. I have no respect. Yes, I’m a disgrace and they have nothing to do but accept it because me myself, accept it a long time ago.

"Zhaffira Adellhei!? I'm still your father if you have forgotten...don't talk to me like that!?" Bulyaw nya sakin. Really? Ama ko ba talaga sya,bat’ diko naramdaman

"I don't care"Sabi ko because I don’t want to hear any of his rants again pero papaakyat na sana ng magsalita sya na labis Kong ikinairita

"You are 1week grounded,no car,no gadgets,and no credit card"he said and leave me here so shocked

grounded? Is he in sane. Napairap ako sa kawalan at hinilot Ang sintido. He is stressing me. That man is giving me so many problem