What do you do when everything you thought you knew about yourself turns out to be wrong? When sixteen-year-old Clarissa Whittemore decided to stop taking the mysterious purple pills her adoptive parents got for her when she was ten, she began to see things that aren't there. Stuck between thinking she's lost her mind and accepting her new reality, Clarissa has to navigate High school, love, and relationships tittering on the edge of insanity.