Burning Sensation

This is slowly burning me.
Slowly and sweetly devouring me.

It was supposed to be a simple innocent friendship. Meet, chat, catch up, laugh, and go back to life.
But he was way out of that league of that simple normal life for me to fool myself like that, that we could live such a simple life.

He is known as Alpha,
A soldier man,
Our country's cherished hero.
The most loved bachelor that even the first family of our country wanted as a son-in-law.

The thing that isn't found in his dictionary is playing around while I could only hope on the other side that we would just play around.
Living in one small country but in two different dimensions, somehow fate brought us together.

However, love is not me or for me at all. Settling down has never been in the picture.
We are different but God knows so compatible.
With him swiftly and sweetly burning me with his charisma, everyone knows I'm lost for, except for me.

Except for me who also low-key knows that I am fighting a lost battle but who is also low-key trying to free herself from his burning sensation.

The question is do I manage to flee or do I burn away?

@copywrites 2023