****** "Please... No... dont do it" i pleaded as he stepped towards me, a sickening smirk plasterd on his face. He sarcastically sighed, "Baby girl.... you didnt listen. You need to pay the price" "Please... im not ready" i cried while he just ignored me. He pushed me onto the hard bed, tied me up and fumbled with my buttons, ignoring my pleads and screams but, what happened next is just to sickening to mention as it all was slow and painful. That night, he took my innocence. My only dignity left. My V-card, all on my birthday. MY BIRTHDAY?! I had allways dreamed of my first time being special, but i guess what is done is done. He collapsed next to me after some time breathing heavilly as i winced under his touch, my face ruined by streaming tears that wouldnt stop. He twirled my hair around his finger. "You're so fun" I couldnt even look at him, he disgusted me so much. And to think he actualy loved me? "I will find you" i choked out "And i will kill you" He raised his hand and slapped me hard on the face, leaving a red mark "Hunny your trapped in your own world, Oh and happy birthday by the way" ********