i curl into myself until i'm nothing, fucking nothing, not a speck of goddamn dust, i disappear right in my bedsheets until i can't breathe anymore, this body is my god and i worship her the way you'd worship an ancient disease, she makes me fucking sick but doesn't everything, she is everything, i hate her i fucking hate her, this body oh this body, i beg for a god that doesn't punish me every time i part my lips, a god that loves me more than i love it, but i have a god and it's this fucking body
and it's a curse
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blood and brains and angel cake
Poetrythese words have broken me apart and put me back together