Lai/Lailani
5 months later
I know y'all big time jump..but y'all ain miss nun frfr
Ever since me and Sincere had that conversation about babies, I've been having baby fever.
I've been in bed all day, not having enough energy to see or talk to anyone today.
Since I've been slacking on my beauty business I got up put of my bed and started to pack some orders.
So much people ordered lashes and my lip gloss. It was like 400 orders. I just know I'm not going to get all finished today.
As I was packing the 20th shipment I got ah text.
Future Babydaddy
Wea ya ass at?
Me
Very much rude
At home, why?
Future Babydaddy
Get dress
Me
Why? I'm tired
Future Babydaddy
No you ain't
Ya ass been in da house all day
Had enough time ta sleep
Me
You serious?
Future Babydaddy
I ain tellin you again
I swear to God this nigga just always demanding shit. I got up and went to my closet slamming everything in my reach.
I picked out my black Givenchy hoodie, black biker shorts and my black Nike Air Max 97's.
After getting dressed I put my hair in a sleep low puff and did my edges. I grabbed my keys and walked in the living room.
After 10 minutes he texted and told me to come outside.
"Watchu been doing mama?" He said as soon as I got in his car
In here smell like him. Cologne and weed.
"Packaging orders" I said
He gave me a long stare
"What's wrong witchu Lai?"
"Nothing"
I really didn't want tell him, or anyone at all. For the past week I've been dealing with depression...since I was 10 years old actually. I don't really talk about it because it doesn't make me feel like me.
Do I make sense?
I haven't had a conversation with Sincere since the cruise and that was months ago.
I would sometimes cry at night for no reason. I snapped back to reality and realized I was crying.
He got out the car and got me out. We went inside the house and in my room. I took my shoes off and layed in my bed.
"Lailani?"
"What?"
"What is wrong baby. I need you to talk to me" he said rubbing my butt.
At this point I was sobbing. I really don't wanna tell him but I have too..it's only right if I do.
"What is wrong baby?" He asked again
