Lai/Lailani
2 days later
Crenshaw,Cali
"Why did you bring me here?" I asked Sincere
"Cause ion wanna leave you here at the house alone"
This nigga literally dragged me out the house to the basketball court in Crenshaw. I don't even like being here like that. Too many people know of me.. and ion like people like that
I sat on the bleachers and looked at Seb and Zeke arguing. Prolly over sumn stupid
"You can't talk bitch. I lifted yah mama wig and roaches was living in that bitch" Zeke said
I started laughing hard asf cause whew
They looked over at me
"What you laughing at egghead?" Seb asked mugging me
"Nun..continue" I said snickering
"Hold my stuff fah me mama" Sin said walking up to me
He gave me his phone, keys and blunts
Finna smoke one of these hoesss
Sike naw...
I got on his phone and started taking goofy pictures and videos
20 minuets or so later he came back sweating buckets
I gave him my water, he drank some then stood up and took his wife beater off. Revealing all his tattoos
Ouu la la...all mines guisee
I looked at the tattoo on his chest that was my favorite. My name with doves around it
"You like what you see?" he asked doing that goofy grin of his
"Hell yeah hell yeah" I said smiling
He nodded then went back on the court
It was ah nice day out. The sun was shining and half of the hood was out here. Kids was playin with the fire hydrant and adults was out gossipin. As usual. This was Crenshaw
I could smell Phillips barbecue from down the street
I want some after this cause ah bitch it hungry as ever. Ian really eat nun this morning. Just ah banana
I was on my phone playing granny minding my business when i accidentally heard ah girl speak on Sincere
"Shama so fine girl. I want him. His dick gotta be big" she said all happy and shit
I looked up and over at them
"It is" I said then went back to my phone cause granny was right down the hall so i had to go back inna room
I looked back up and saw Sin coming towards me
One of the girls was like, "Hey shama"
Girl....getcho ass on
He gave them ah head nod then looked at me.
He then kissed me on the cheek and forehead
A/N: You wish that was you huh? LMFAOO
"They not even cute" One of them said
I grabbed my water and got up, walking away. Cause who finna entertain those bitches?
We walked to the car and he unlocked it, helping me get in
The drive was mostly quiet. I'm still hungry..lehs see if he gon get me some food
"You wan buy me some food baeee?" I asked smirking
"Fashoo. Whatchu want mama?" He asked sitting up and driving faster
Wheww..shit jus made me wet
"Phillips please" I said smiling
"Aight"
I continued to stare at him cause..why not?
He stopped at ah red light and looked at me, "Why you staring at me?"
"Ion know" I said still starin cause who gon stop?
"You need some dick or some cause i can-"
"Nooo" I said laughing
He grabbed my hands, "Hand me my-"
He looked at my wrist and ah look of confusion came up on his face
Fuck
He drove into ah empty parking lot
I looked at him after ah while of looking outside and saw him staring at me with a look of hurt on his face
I tried to let go but his grip got stronger. Damn this muhfucka strong as shit
"Remember when i told you if something is bothering you that you need to tell me?"
I nodded
"Words Lai"
"Yes" I said above a whisper
"So what's goin on?" he asked
"Nothing"
"Naw, its sumn if you feel like its necessary enough to be cutting yo wrists"
He let me go
"I hope you know that you not only putting your life in danger but you puttin yo kids lives in danger Lai. How could you be so fuckin stupid enough to-"
"I feel alone" I said on the verge of tears
"Speak up" he said
"I feel alone" I said more louder
"How? You got me wih ou evreyday. Yo OG's here..yo friends here"
"I know y'all are here. But y'all are not in my everyday thoughts. I feel sad, angry, depressed. I don't wanna do this anymore..i hate it" I said releasing all my tears
Its true. A lot of shit happened to me and nightmares come but they don't know. I've been trying to wear this mask for the longest to hide how i really feel. If the real truth was told, i'm scared
"Baby-" He unbuckled his seat belt and got out the car. He came to my side and opened the door to engulfed me in a hug
"Baby its okay. I gotchu and i mean that shit. Ian these other niggas out hea. I'a never treat you like shit cause you ain't that. And so many people can say that about you right now. I know this pregnancy and stuff hard but look at the good side when them thoughts go in yo head. But you can't be doing shit to harm yourself and the kids. Ariyah i gotchu mama. I'm going to take care of you and our family until no more breath is in my body. You got my word, i promise you" he said looking me in my eyes
A/N: I wish this was me🤧🤧
I looked up at him and kissed him
"Thank you" I said wiping my nose
"Don't thank me. I'm obligated fah this. You feel ah lil better yet?" he asked
"Yeah..i'm hungry tho" I said laughing
"Gotchu"
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