Diary

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Zane pov
I rejected her.... I I rejected my mate out of anger on who she was, and banished her from my pack forever I I will never see her again ... I watched her run from the school..... I felt my beta standing next to me with in seconds I could feel his rage rading off of him in waves like the ocean
"you rejected your mate" then I heard him laugh "that was the best decision you ever made man of you let her become your mate and the Luna our pack would come crashing down". I looked at him and growled then stopped for when I looked at him he was afraid he was scared " I'm sorry I'm just edgy I guess its been a rough day " I said and put my hand on his shoulder and started to laugh with him my girlfriend Jill walks up she smiles once she came up to me and hugged me I felt relaxed and I felt loved. But the pain in my heart hurt my wolf wouldn't talk to me.
I left after Jill' s hugs and kisses at I watched as Raven packed her things though he window my wolf whined he loved her she was beautiful and she has the most beautiful eyes that I could just stare at till I die. Why did I listen to David? My mind traveled to the conversation "dude she's your mate!!" Davies words rang louder then before we sat in my room my hands on my head.  My heart pounding at the thought of raven being my Luna "yes she is I found out this morning I woke up and followed the smell to the kitchen and she was the only on in there ugh what do I do?!" I looked up seeing David pacing back and forth his brown hair messy as his hand racked threw it, "she can't be your mate you heard the stories, if she killed her brother and mother then what will happen to you if she rages out? She will kill our alpha an-," his voice drowned out in my head blinking a few time as I watched her as she took out a book and started to write - her diary ?' My wolf suggested 'maybe' I followed her and commanded her asshole of a father to let her take his car well one of them and man she had a great choose in choosing he had rows of old cars that she fixed up I know because I watched her from afar. Trying to learn on how to work on a car to impress Jill more but I couldn't bring myself to talk to her the rumors and the blood trail that leads to her, I followed her hiding by the woods till she was out of the pack borders I felt the mind link break, once I came back from the pain raging in my minds I ran back to her 'house' into her mold covered room well more like a dump it was plain white wall mocked anyone that stood with in them the holes indicate she was thrown into them I saw the book upon her bed I walked up to the bed lifting up the small book into my hands the smell of dried blood and tears told me all the stories I needed to know about her, 'why do I fucken care!' I yelled at myself  as i walked out of the room and walked to my house and into my study I set the book on my desk and stared at it. I took a deep breath and opened the book to the very first page
' December 12
I'm 12 years old today my father disappeared from the pack my mother went to look for him but never returned she told me that when she left she would be back and we be a family together... I can't wait for that day'!
'January 6th
Hi it's me, I found my mother and brother dead in the forests a woman her hair as blond as the sun stood over them, I screamed she tried to kill me but left me for my pack to blame it on me, I'm home and in the hospital but no one believes me on what I saw today.'
'February 1
It's her I found her the woman that killed my mother, I want to die now she Turing everyone against me, my friend even Zane, he's been my crush for a long time but now I know no one loves me and never will thank you that bitch,'
I re read that entire five times and still tapped on the table 'if she is right her stepmother is pure evil but she has helped my family out in many ways I can't just accuse her of something that's been blamed on raven for a long time' my thoughts kept going as I turned the pages to read
'May 5th
Its been a while that I have written in you... I been busy taking care of the packs food and some of the students home work I'm 16 now I haven met my mate yet but I hope he is far away from here. I'm tired on getting hurt by these people, my stepmom had her way and I'm nothing now no one hangs out with me I given up on trying to saving my name, it's been dragged for to long that I even questioned if what I saw was true, but now I have to go and cook dinner till then bye '
I kept reading on but I stopped when my father walked in and I hid the book in my cabinet quickly locking it and looking up at my father "what you need?"
My fathers face fell when his eyes met mine seeing the tears fall from my cheeks quickly wiping my cheeks "what!" My rage anger and grief came threw "we are under attack! We must fight"

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