Achilles

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I cannot do justice
Cannot put into words
The incredible beauty of Achilles

The way I knew him,
It's like the beauty didn't even matter anymore
For the sun-kissed limbs and the thin fingers and the big lips were all mine
And I could love them for the rest of eternity
I could notice them forevermore

But the Greeks were never keen on happy endings
So Achilles's death was set in stone
Die as a young man, die as an old one
He would die in war

I could not bear it
To see him leave me behind
So I followed
I trained
I stood at my place on his side
Where he would keep his fingers hooked with mine

I almost believed the prophecy was wrong
I nearly got to save him
But the way the spears flew from my fingers,
The way my hair flew behind me in that chariot
I thought, Please
Let me have victory, but let me keep him too
Please

Yet of course
I had forgotten
I had never been anything more than an exiled Prince
So I took Hector's spear in the chest

When Achilles saw my body in the arms of Odysseus
He could not bear it
He held my corpse in his arms
And cursed the heavens
I wish I could forget what that sounded like
I wish I could have looked away
But he was my lover
Bound to me by blood
And I knew him better than anyone

I was not surprised when he laid me down in the bed we shared and took off
His golden hair was a halo that could not protect him
I watched him run through the bloodshed
I watched them make a path for him
Their Achilles
My Achilles

Of course he found Hector
Of course he killed him
He dragged his body through the camp with hollow eyes
I begged my love
I screamed at him
Please just let me go

But he would not rest
Until his soul was with mine
And maybe it was an act of kindness
When Paris struck him down with his arrow
When our warrior
Our legend
Fell

I searched for him
I haunted our men
I whispered promises to them in their sleep
Please
Please bring me to Achilles

For Achilles had demanded
That our ashes be mixed
Our love had to extend past the afterlife
It had to be the one thing that survived

Eventually, I found her
His mother
She sat at his tombstone and stared at the one remaining thing of her son
Forever in stone
It killed me again and again

It did not take much convincing
His mother was tired of all of the pain
Go, she told me
He's waiting for you

It did not take much convincingHis mother was tired of all of the painGo, she told meHe's waiting for you

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