Ten Days To Love | KTH

♣ Day 10 ♣

IN MY SLEEPING state my mind tried to recall the event that had occurred.

And then I noticed I was on ou-your bed and you were beside me.

The door was wide open.

I slept?

And you carried me?

Your pink lips were slightly parted as you released small and calm deep breaths.

Month ago, maybe I would snuggle closer to the body lying rest to me, maybe I would make a small noise which would wake you up. You would smoothen my hair whispering It will be okay and I am here.

But at last it was just a delusion.

I couldn't sleep...

Not with your name stuck in my mind. Every touch of yours and every inch of your body had consumed my thoughts.

Your scent and soul had set my heart on fire.

The tears blurred my sight streaming down my cheeks, having an imaginary battle, wetting the tips of my sleeves.

I cried endlessly until the sun rose. I wish I could vanish- just like that.

I slowly and carefully stood up. Every stir you made and my heart thumped, praying you won't wake up.

I sat on the bed as I folded the paper. Stealing a glance from you one last time.

"Goodbye, be free."

I smiled and felt sorrow for myself. Sorrow that I ended up this way. But I didn't have any other way, because when it came to you, I could not afford to be careless. And struggling against it would only make my heart unable to breathe.

I pressed a soft kiss on your forehead and walked out of your room

And your life...

Nothing lasts forever.

Not even us.