Ten Days To Love | KTH

♣ Epilogue ♣

I CLOSE MY DIARY after writing about our last day together.

There are no more words I can write into my diary because it won't be about you.

Here comes another day, where every minute will be filled with pain.

Without you in my life, it will just be like a body without soul.

In the end, I can only forget what I never really had.

The door bell rings and I walk towards the door to open it.

You are standing in front of me with roses in your hand.

My heart thunders in my chest even as I look at you. I feel pathetic- I feel weak. I can't even get a word out.

Fragile waters in eyes fall on red puffy cheeks under baggy eyes like words kept unsaid for the longest time.

You give me the same feeling every single time.

"Why you left without even saying Goodbye?" You complain.

"Because...." I try but can't get a word out. "It's complicated."

Tears fall from your eyes and I just stare at you without a single word that is when you blurt out three words you never knew I longed.

"I love you."

I freeze.

A long and excruciating silence follows the word that leave your lips and I feel like a rush of warm filling me.

I'm taken by surprise because I didn't expect you to say it.

On clouds of nine, I think if this is just a dream I don't want to wake up anymore.

You close our distance, hug me tight without a thought of letting me go.

"I fall in love with you over and over again with you... Always with you," You whisper, sniffling.

I place my hand over your cheeks. "I don't deserve you."

I think it is too late but then I feel your lips against mine and it is just me and you against all odds forever.

Your lips concede my soul, while your eyes touch my scars.

Sauntering in the hues of blue and grey. I find myself living perfectly drown in you.

"If you don't deserve me. I don't deserve anyone," You whisper against my lips.

I see you smiling genuinely, your eyes curve forming beautiful wrinkles.

Never in my life have I come across such an indescribable feeling.

"I love you too..."

I say and look into your eyes. I am stuck to the sight of your glossy eyes.

"Wanna start again from a simple hey to love you together?"