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Don't tell me that you understand
That you know exactly what I'm going
Through because let's be honest
That shits not true

People love to fake experiences
And act like they'll be there
That they know it'll get better
That it has to
But nothing has to get better

It's not a privilege or a right
You have to make it better
And right now,
I'm tired of trying to make shit better!
Young and naive
With the world on my shoulders is what
I am

My optimism is slowly fading
I'm starting to not see the in between ,
The grey areas like nobody wants me
To see

Are you happy fam!
I'm fucking broken!
Y'all fucking broke me !
White and black hello again
Let me stop being myself,

being different
And start to fit in

Let me not dream the impossible
Of wealth, family and healthy love
Let me settle for an ol 9 to 5 minimum wage
One bedroom in a shitty area
And with a man who could give a shit about me

Let me settle for that!
nah I could never
Settle for that,

I will make all of my dreams come true and to find a love like no other
Create a family who stands together
Make friends who have my back
And don't say girl I told you so

It'll happen
I'll make it happen
I'll make all of that shit happen!
But not today, not tonight
Because depression is really kicking my ass

But it's fine love, I'll find my light again

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