Another Life (Frerard)

Holding On

Despite having nearly died, i still want to die. Most people, whether it be a suicide attempt or accident or something are thanful they survived, but i just want to die.

Frank and Mikey are so amazing and id miss them so much but jesus christ life never seems to stop. Frank slept soundly across the room from me as i whimpered through my tears. I could never let Frank see me like this, so when he started to move around as if waking up, i quickly moved so it looked like i was sleeping too.

"Gee?" Frank whispered making sure if i wasnt already awake that he wouldnt wake me.
It was no doubt he knew i was up, but i pretended to be sleeping anyway.

"Gee i know youre awake." He whispered, followed by a small sigh from myself as i wiped my face and then turned to face him into the darkness.

"Why are you awake?" I asked, though it was probably due to the fact i was crying and he probably heard.

"I just keep having trouble sleeping lately." He said, probably a lie.

"Ooh ok." I said before closing my eyes, feeling tired from crying, but not letting myself sleep yet.

"Gee, can i hug you?" He asked and i could hear the slight awkward panic in his voice. I nodded , knowing if he couldnt see it that he could hear the movement of my head on the pillow. I lifted my arm and the blanket and he crawled into my small, uncomfy hospital bed and hugged me.

"Thank you." He whispered against my chest where his head rested.

"For?" I asked and then proceeded to yawn, covering my mouth as i did so.

"Letting me be annoying like this."

"Youre not annoying Frankie." I sais and played with his hair as i fell asleep, him following quickly.

Hi guys. Very short unedited one tonight.
Question of the day: r u listening to music rn?
My answer: no, but i was just listening to the song that was attached to the chapter, its a great song and very relatable.

Comment ur answer if u want idrc