Mikan's phone rang and Mikan opened her eyes as she heard it. She answered the phone and to her surprise it was her dad.
Mikan: d-dad..i-is everything ok?
Her dad: no...nothings ok...
Mikan: WHAT'S WRONG-
Her dad: your mom...she's d-dead...
Mikan: ...i-
Her dad: i'm so sorry, mikan...
Mikan: WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME TO COME AND HELP HER OUT?!
Her dad: Mikan, i know that your the ultimate nurse but your not trained enough to pamper with a person who's in a coma
Mikan: WHY DO YOU ALWAYS DOUBT MY ABILITYS!? I WOULD HAVE HELPED!
Her dad: honey Listen-
Mikan: NO! THIS CONVERSATION IS OVER!
She hangs up the phone and starts crying. Her phone rang again and it was nagito. She picked up the phone.
Mikan: h-hi...
Nagito: hey, mikan...is something wrong? You sound like as if you have been crying....
Mikan: w-well my dad told me that my mom died from the coma...
Mikan: i can't belive it...she was always there for me..and-
Nagito: mikan, do you want me to come over? It's ok if you don't want me too. Heh, i wouldn't want someone as trashy as me come into someones hou-
Mikan: STOP SAYING THAT YOUR TRASH! IT'S GETTING ANNOYING! WHEN WILL YOU JUST UNDERSTAND THAT YOUR NOT TRASH! YOU ARE MORE THAN JUST TRASH! YOU ARE MY BELOVED AND IF YOU DON'T LOVE YOURSELF THEN I'LL TEACH YOU HOW TO!
Nagito: i-
I'm sorry-
Mikan: ....you don't have to be...
Nagito: well..you didn't answer my question
Mikan: yes, you may come over
Nagito: okay, see ya
Nagito knocked on the door and mikan opened it.
Mikan: hi...
Nagito hugged her tightly. Mikan hugged back.
Nagito: i know you said that i don't have to be sorry but i feel the need to be.
Mikan: ...heh..well anyways, i'm sorry for being mad at you erlier..
Nagito: no it's ok. I get your point of me becoming more confident and i want to work on that as well but it's so hard for me because i've gotten used to hate comments about me and well...i started calling myself hateful comments too....no...mikan, i don't think i can do it.
Mikan: OF COURSE YOU CAN! DO YOU REMEMBER HOW I WAS? WELL LOOK AT ME NOW
Nagito: mikan, i'm much different than you And do you wanna know something? Becoming confident takes more than just Courage but strength which i don't have
Mikan:i'll help you get strength
Nagito: r-really?
Mikan: of course!
Nagito: well ok then. Whatever makes you happy
Mikan: no, nagito. Don't do this for my happiness. Do it for yourself, i'm just here to help.
Nagito: WELL HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO IT FOR MYSELF? I HATE MYSELF AFTERALL SO WHY SHOULD I?!
Mikan: HEY, STOP WITH T-THAT ATTITUDE!
Nagito: says the one who was mad at me for no reason earlier
Mikan: SHUT UP!
Mikan slaps nagito and after that It was dead silent until mikan broke it
Mikan: n-nagito i- i- i'm so sorry!
She huggs him but nagito pushed her away
Mikan: hey...n-nagito..w-what's wrong? I apolagiesed, didn't i? NAGITO!
Nagito: listen mikan, i can't be what you want me to be, ok? This isn't what i want at all. I mean, i want to be more confident but at the same time i don't need confidents. And if you can't except me for how i act then i guess we should just break up
Mikan: nagito-
Nagito: i don't want to talk to you. Goodbye
Mikan: I'M SORRY!
Nagito left closing the door behind him. Mikan cried and was just sitting there.
Mikan: w-why i-is it always my f-foult..why do i get hated t-the m-most?
Mikan asked herself. It was getting late. Mikan didn't eat anything. She just went to bed hugging her teddy bear crying. She glances at the teddy bear crying harder. She tries to call nagito 2 times in the afternoon but he didn't pick up. Mikan eventually cried herself to sleep
(Dang that was depressing ;-;)
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nagito x mikan fanfic
FanfictionI got inspired by a rp me and someone else made Also this is an AU so if you read something that is not canon then just accept it as an AU. It's more of like a non-despair AU if you could call it that. Also i'm not good at writing story's so i apolo...
