Captain lay on his bed staring blankly at the ceiling.
Tears rolling down his face.
He didn't understand. He was supposed to be the captain of this ship. He was supposed to be the one people came for to help. He was supposed to be important here.
But somehow, he didn't feel it...
He felt like an outcast...
As much as he always tried to get to know the crew, he was always shoved aside.
Shoved aside when he tried to talk. Shoved aside when he tried to share his stories. Shoved aside when he tried to share his achievements and things he was proud of.
Maybe it was just him...
Maybe it was the way he thinked. How he thought people worked.
Maybe he was too shy, and wouldn't open up...
Maybe he was just a boring person with nothing of use to share...
Maybe he was forgotten...
He wasn't cared for. People just used him for a laugh.
People thought he was only good for his useless talents that were gone with a whim.
He began to curl into a ball and shivered as the cold of the room attacked him.
"I-I should leave this place... I'm not cared for here... People dont care here..."
He let out a choked sob.
"I'm useless here! People don't want me here! I'm a waste of air! I should fling myself into the cold abyss of space... Where can die alone in peace..."
"Because this isn't where I'm mean to be... I'm... I'm..."
"Out of place..."
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Not me splashing out my thoughts and feelings in the form of a small angsty fic
Not my narcissistic ass doing that at all-
Anyway, art!
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This took me 7 and a half hours, so you better like it.
It's song number 1, and it's Pity Party!
It has it's flaws, but it honestly took so damn long I don't care
I'm definitely excited to continue doing other artsy
Sorry, I'm not in the best of moods so no Wattpad specific doodle...
