𝐵𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑘𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑎𝑟𝑚 𝑎nd 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑘𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓, 𝑘𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑝𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑜𝑟 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑗𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑜𝑛𝑐𝑒.
𝑌𝑜𝑢 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑑𝑖𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ.
𝐽𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑖 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡.
𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢! 𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑢𝑙𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑜 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑒𝑙𝑠𝑒'𝑠 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝐼 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑢𝑝 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔.
𝑌𝑒𝑎ℎ 𝑖 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑓 𝑖 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛𝑡 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑝𝑢𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑢𝑙𝑡.
But when you say kill yourself I could say okay their right I mean I am not just an Accidente but I am a whore, worthless, point less and more. But I with stain your sentence and just think on it all day and why I should and shouldn't because even with all my wrong, there is a bit of good.
So as the blood runs down my arm and the tears fall from my face. I remember your pain and in relief I tell myself you are hurting that's why you said that. And there's nothing I can change about what's happening to you. But you can change what you say to others so you don't bring them down too
