You didn't have to touch me to get in my mind and make me feel the pain I feel.
You didn't have to throw me down and tell me I well never be enough in which many cases I am not.
You didn't have to punch me to get your point across.
You didn't have to tell me you didn't want me to be in my Community because you knew to many people that where.
You didn't have to tell me that you hated me everyday when I already tell myself that.
You didn't have to look at my body and shame me for it.
You didn't have to show be body language that I am not enough and then try and act like you care.
I didn't wanna be known as that friend that friend that always helps but when I wanna talk just have a normal conversation you stop texting.
I didn't wanna be the terrible kid I was.
I don't want you to forgive me considering I don't deserve it.
I didn't ask my parents to accidentally put me on earth.
I never asked for the pain in the first place.
But yet it seem that I deserve it.
