The roommates( Levi X Reader)

Chapter eleven: Alcohol

❝......❞- Means the start or the end of a character's thoughts

❝❝.....❞❞- Means a character is having a monolog with themselves or is just talking to themselves

WARNING: This chapter talks about verbal abuse. If any of you are being abused or abusing please reach out for help to a professional.

𝙒𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧'𝙨 𝙥𝙤𝙫

Y/N was sitting on the couch and next to her was a passed-out Mikasa. Everyone else went to party downstairs or to have sex. Y/N drank some and then drank some more. Not going to lie, Y/N was drunk and she knew it which was weird because she actually hated alcohol. 

Then why did she drink? Who knows

𝙔/𝙣'𝙨 𝙥𝙤𝙫

❝Do you think I will ever be loved?❞

❝❝No, of course not❞❞

❝Why is that?❞

❝❝You're awful❞❞

❝I think Kate, Erwin, Hange, and Levi love me❞

❝❝They don't. They're pretending❞❞

❝But Kate and Hange seem so natural❞

❝❝Exactly. They're using you❞❞

𝙀𝙧𝙚𝙣'𝙨 𝙥𝙤𝙫

There she was. Siting and thinking about something.

❝Fuck! Mikasa is next to her. Well, we will have to risk it❞

I sat down next to her

''Hey'' I said

She looked at me and her eyes went wide

''I have to go'' She says trying to get up

''No, please, don't'' I say grabbing her by her wrist

''Eren, please'' She says and starts to tear up

''I'm sorry, I'm so goddam sorry'' I say hugging her

❝A little manipulation and I will have her running back to me❞

Soon enough, I felt her hug me back

''Y/N, I never wanted to hurt you. I love you'' I say fake sniffling

''Then why did you do it ?'' She asks

''Do what ?''

''See, Eren? You don't feel guilty I just-'' She says

''No, Y/N, I'm so, so sorry, I love you, please, don't leave me. What did you leave?'' I ask

''Eren, you cheated, you hurt me, you mentally abused me'' She says