𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉𝑒𝓇 35

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"How was meeting with your friend Coralline?" Mom asked pretending to care.
"It was fine" there was nothing much to add on so you just replied with that.
"That's it? You just.. never mind I never understand why i would ask" she was annoyed at you
"Mom. All we did was talk about school and colleges. That's it. Does that satisfy you? Don't get annoyed" you said to calm her down a bit
The walk home was very uneventful other than that conversation you had with your mother so you decided to chat in the groupchat Nora made which was suddenly named 'i love pineapples'
wtf
You:
hello
hello
hello
someone talk to me i is bored
Conan 😹:
u r accompanied
You:
good
now talk to me
Conan 😹:
what to talk about
v boring
You:
hb who named the gc
i love pineapples
Conan 😹:
idk but i like it
You:
of course u do
ANYWAYS
im coming back home
Conan 😹:
im still sittin on that bench that makes my ass hurt
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Conan sent you a voice message
"(Y/n) when r u coming back" conan said though the voice message
You:
im coming back
🙄🙄
Conan 😹:
YAY
i'm gonna walk back
You put away your phone again
Now your walking with your mom who was a few feet faster than you, practically your walking alone.
You took the advantage to enjoy the trees and the sky.
The clouds looked so white and the tree leaves were dancing gracefully.
The soft wind brushed your face and hair making you feel at ease, it was something you hadn't felt in a while.
Refreshing was what you really needed, and space just for a while even a second would do.
breathe in
and out.
You took out your earphones and enjoyed your little moment of peace.
[a few minutes passed and you have arrived at your house]
You saw Conan as you were walking towards your house.
"Why hello" Conan said in a flirty tone, it was a first
"Hello mister 'I fucking hate love'." You joked to him
"Wow, i greeted you so very nicely. And you TREAT ME like this" conan exaggerated so much as a joke or sarcasm.
"Hmmmm hello mister 'I'm a flirt all the sudden because I say so'." You joked backed again to satisfy him.
"You know, I really consider myself as a very romantic guy. I think" Conan said
"you THINK, yeah conan keep thinking" you laughed
"Ugh okay." He said then pushed you inside the house
it really is these little moments that makes it memorable for me
Deep self thoughts to yourself.
It felt as if, you have found peace with what you are going through.
"Are you okay?" Conan broke your silence to make sure you were okay
"Yeah, I think I'm better than okay" you said as if you were greeting him
"What?" Conan confused
"Be right back conan" you walked to your room fast.
Closed the door and it was a rush of imagination
Fantasy that made you so excited you couldn't contain.
"I want to run off somewhere,
with you.
Conan, you."
That was all over your head
It was digging deep and you couldn't hid it.
"(Y/n) I'm concerned are you actually okay?" Conan knocked on the door while you were sitting on the bed thinking hard with you imagination.
"Uhhh, thoughts. A lot of thoughts" you said quickly
"You know, you can talk to me if you have too much in mind." Conan said nicely which only made it worse
you had fallin, deep deep deep,
in to him.
"Uhm, thanks i really appreciate it conan but i would like to be alone just for a while" it was the effects of being next to him for so long. Like a drug, and the effects is only starting to happen.
[an hour passed]
[conans view]
(Y/n) is being so weird
are they okay
like-
hm
"Conan what the fuck are you sitting on the floor for" Angelia said that shocked you
"Uhm, no reason" you didn't even know yourself
"Did (y/n) kick you out or something?" Angelia asked you
"I don't... think so, they needed time to think" you said what (y/n) said to you
"To think what? How much their life is awe so 'hard'." There clearly was a dislike
"Uh, no i don't think so..." you were speechless, what was Angelia wanting you to reply with?
"Yeah sure, they always exaggerate how horrible their life is" Angelia said as she got into her room
"..." little sounds were made in (y/n) room, they seemed extremely happy about. something
"(Y/nnnnnnn)" you said their name as you stretched their name longer
"Whattttt" a little mumble of (y/n) talking through the door
They finally opened the door
"Oh shit, wait were you waiting at the door the whole time?" (Y/n) said to you
"Maybe, I told you I'm a romantic guy. Are you 'romanticised'?" You joked to them
"I'm VERY romanticised" they joked but it seemed a bit awkward for them
"....ok im gonna go, take care of my dad" they dashed out to their parents room to take care of their dad.
why am i always alone.
you looked around and saw a guitar that you never seemed to notice
oh
You took it and started playing a tune
"𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑚𝑒𝑡 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑘𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠, 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑖𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑒-𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠. 𝑂𝑜𝑜ℎ 𝑖 𝑔𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑖 𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑑"
You sang it acoustically and with passion.
It was like your inner voice for them was speaking up and taking over.
each string you pluck was carefully looked at with each line of the lyrics
"𝑜𝑜𝑜ℎ 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑟 𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑠 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡, 𝑜ℎ 𝑜ℎ 𝑜ℎ 𝑜ℎℎ 𝑏𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛' 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑒𝑡𝑠 𝑛𝑜 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡."
You were all over in your own world even without (y/n) by your side, you could feel them anyways.
"I want to be free,
with you.
(Y/n), you."
awe geez

so hey y'all, ignore how i disappeared for so long ahahahhaim sorry 😔😔💔anyways uhm, so last time i updated

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so hey y'all, ignore how i disappeared for so long ahahahha
im sorry 😔😔💔
anyways uhm, so last time i updated. i think overdrive wasn't even out yet. THE MV WASNT EVEN OUT YET
i forgot to do the written and release date for the last ch so 😀
thank y'all SO MUCH for reading and supporting me :)
i love each and every one of y'all sm !
Written date: 23/2/21- 4/3/21
Release date: 4/3/21

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